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Quote from: truthjourney on November 28, 2018, 02:05:18 pm

Sorry Lori, I accidentally deleted your post that I'm trying to reply to. I don't even know how I managed to do that. I guess I need more coffee.

My father was an evil man. My stepfather was evil too.  I think that's why I reached out to God so strongly as my Father. He is the only real Father I've ever had. The only one who loved me, comforted me, protected me, and communicated with me in his own way. He knew what I needed. He made me feel so loved. And I loved him as I still do. I just can't say enough good things about him.

My dad beat my mom and I saw and heard every time. I can't stand people yelling and screaming and cussing because of those very early years. He was a bad example throughout my life and he is still very selfish today. My mom has been a blessing and a saint to so many people and she taught me love. In reality, we are alone in this world except for the love of God. Although having a spouse is not being alone but you know what I mean. When we're on our deathbeds only God can comfort us.