Howdy again.Ah yes, everyday things to do. I dropped out of society and I don't even drive anymore. I have driven close to 500,000 miles as pizza guy, courier, parts delivery and cruising to smoke a joint and hear my car stereo, lol. I really never worked on cars. Kinda strange for bein' a parts man.
Been workin' on spare car .
Get one fixed the other falls down.
Ah well, gives me sumpthin' to do.
Howdy again.Still workin' on that thing? Sheesh yer a slow mechanic, lol. Just kiddin' brother. How serious is it? You know you're takin' to a wholesale O.E. WD retiree that can get the best price on expensive parts. I give you the contact, shipped to door usually in one day. Don't pay retail !!! Seriously for most hard parts like sensors, electronics, aftermarket name brand parts and/or Original Equipment parts.
Been workin' on spare car .
Get one fixed the other falls down.
Ah well, gives me sumpthin' to do.
For now guys, we have this chat thread to communicate in. Don't reveal any secret codes though, lol. We can see a lot but first to quote a post IT IS ON TOP OF THE POST YOU ARE QUOTING. It's not at the bottom right like TF and every other forum in creation. But at the top of the thread pages you can see who is on a thread.
Also from the Home screen at the bottom it shows guests and you can click and see what everybody is looking at. I can get viewers and I do it about 4 or 5 times a day when I pop in here. Let's pray we get a brand new member that none of know.
Guys, check things out but don't really follow through on any big changes but you can do little things if you're confident about it. I made 1Mind an Admin a few days ago and now Joechan. 3 Admins is enough so that with the three of with part time visits her we can figure this place out. I even tried on my phone it was ok. Plus it's a secure site, go figure.
I like learning this stuff and playing around. I can't believe this is free !!! What a country.
I counted up the views so far and it's about 4 or 5 thousand in 5 days but I have to work to get guests on like at TF.That doesn’t sound too bad for a forum with 5 members that’s been operational for less than a week lol. Do we have that Google plus link thing like TF does to help with recruiting?
Well, actually Joe and I and others got all those people by inviting them. People don't seem to just sign up much. I will be so happy if we get a member here that we don't know. I will treat them so good !!!I counted up the views so far and it's about 4 or 5 thousand in 5 days but I have to work to get guests on like at TF.That doesn’t sound too bad for a forum with 5 members that’s been operational for less than a week lol. Do we have that Google plus link thing like TF does to help with recruiting?
Well, actually Joe and I and others got all those people by inviting them. People don't seem to just sign up much. I will be so happy if we get a member here that we don't know. I will treat them so good !!!Ah, I see. I don’t know of any forum goers anymore other than the TF crowd. I could probably get my brother-in-law in here for the conspiracy aspect, but the aspect of treating him good isn’t as funny to me lol.
You can be mean to people here, lol.Well, actually Joe and I and others got all those people by inviting them. People don't seem to just sign up much. I will be so happy if we get a member here that we don't know. I will treat them so good !!!Ah, I see. I don’t know of any forum goers anymore other than the TF crowd. I could probably get my brother-in-law in here for the conspiracy aspect, but the aspect of treating him good isn’t as funny to me lol.
Pj, Did you ever figure out what was going on with the pm’s?No, I'll just wait until I come across it.
I'll play around some with messages and such, but no tonight. Is there a forum user guide?I'm so glad I met you Joe.
Yes we do but that's my little secret, lol. It took me three months at TF to try it and then perfect it. Twitter only lets you send like one per day for each thread. But if I type a small message or anything, even a space or a period, it goes through every time. Twitter don't do much though nor Facebook. Focus on the Google button and it will pick up images of the first post in the thread and you can do it as many times as you want on every thread topic.I counted up the views so far and it's about 4 or 5 thousand in 5 days but I have to work to get guests on like at TF.That doesn’t sound too bad for a forum with 5 members that’s been operational for less than a week lol. Do we have that Google plus link thing like TF does to help with recruiting?
I’ll keep all that in mind. I feel like I should make a practice thread so we can all figure out some of the mod stuff here. I’ll be a guinea pig, everybody do me a favor and DON’T accidentally permaban me lol.
The Google +, Facebook and Twitter buttons to click on are ONLY on the first post of each thread. Put images on new thread first posts and add them now if you see any that don't or change one you don't like or if you find a better one. These are all only suggestions as I do it but you guys can to to learn and play around.
Hello, I’m SashaHi and welcome Sasha! We’re still relatively new here, so there isn’t much of a diversity of topics here yet lol.
So you’re saying the current content is flat?Well, you’ll obviously fit in with the rest of us perfectly. Lol
Attention all members - I deleted Shoutbox by mistake but we'll get it back. Until then, I hope you can all find this chat thread. Hi toff, good to see you. I don't fit in at PI.I knew It wasn’t just my phone acting up lol.
I can't figure out how to post here. lol I am a dumb hillbilly and I need help in this corn maze
I can't figure out how to post here. lol I am a dumb hillbilly and I need help in this corn mazeTo reply to a post (quote a post from somebody) it is on TOP of the post. Every other forum it's on the bottom right but here it's on the top right corner of the post you reply to. What other things are a problem with posting?
Joe fixed chat box and I broke it again, lol. Sorry folks. We have to chat in this thread for now.
Guys, I was trying to get the guests to see more but it started showing chat on the Forum scree too. So I had to remove it. I'm working with Joe and sent him a msg to help fix it.
Snow is on my mind.
You have a brother that you lost contact with that lives in Paradise CA the last you heard? I'm praying sister. How is mom, still right there by you in her house?Snow is on my mind.
Mine too. My children. My mom. My brother. The holidays. Health. The country.
praying as well....always on my mind are my kids.You have a brother that you lost contact with that lives in Paradise CA the last you heard? I'm praying sister. How is mom, still right there by you in her house?Snow is on my mind.
Mine too. My children. My mom. My brother. The holidays. Health. The country.
]You have a brother that you lost contact with that lives in Paradise CA the last you heard? I'm praying sister. How is mom, still right there by you in her house?
I hope maybe your brother doesn't stay in Paradise anymore before the fires or that he was evacuated with many other people in that area.]You have a brother that you lost contact with that lives in Paradise CA the last you heard? I'm praying sister. How is mom, still right there by you in her house?
That's correct and thanks for the prayers.
My mom does live next door (in my home) and I live with my daughter, Megan. IF my mother can ever get my nephew to leave, I will be moving back over there. I won't hold my breath over ever being able to move back to my home though. I would go homeless before I would ever share a home with my nephew.
However, my mom does come over most mornings for coffee and breakfast.
Frustrated today...having computer problems, breathing better but now more pain...no one coming home for Thanksgiving....tired...learning to trust God completely even in all the frustrations.We'll be here for you. Things will get better Lori.
I don't know how but my computer "healed" itself and is working better than usual...we will see how things go tomorrow...Brian is bringing a "Dr." (Dr. Pepper, my comfort food) home for a house visit...he is good to me.
Looks like Youtube is practicing censorship again. A number of the videos you have been sharing have disappeared.Yes, they deleted my main channel with 550 subscribers and 175 videos. I have two back up channels but now I can't access those either. They admitted censoring FE and they harass FE channels and conspiracies. The ones they censor are real and true, the other ones they don't mind. You can promote satan worship and get coddled by YT but flat earth, no way because it's true. The government and intelligence agencies decide what's ok or not as always. That will never change. I talked about in your Intro thread too.
Youtube is pretty lame with their censorship. They tend to censor anything conservative. Most FE proponents--not all-- tend to fall into the conservative camp. I believe that is why they are getting censored.good evening Sherman,, I think it is going to get worse.
I have a bother-in-law that puts up KJVO material. That material isn't controversial enough to get censored. His channel is 13 years old.
This is one of the videos I made for my niece. It was her favorite Christian song at the time.This is beautiful tj !!!
There Will Be A Day-Jeremy Camp
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bwD2T9Kl6Y4
This is one of the videos I made for my niece. It was her favorite Christian song at the time.This is beautiful tj !!!
There Will Be A Day-Jeremy Camp
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bwD2T9Kl6Y4
I seem to have a hard time finding the chat thread.This is one of the videos I made for my niece. It was her favorite Christian song at the time.This is beautiful tj !!!
There Will Be A Day-Jeremy Camp
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bwD2T9Kl6Y4
can't get no one to talk on the chat line.
Blade
Me too, I forget about it for weeks at a time - it's in Open Discussion near the bottom of the forums page.I seem to have a hard time finding the chat thread.This is one of the videos I made for my niece. It was her favorite Christian song at the time.This is beautiful tj !!!
There Will Be A Day-Jeremy Camp
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bwD2T9Kl6Y4
can't get no one to talk on the chat line.
Blade
I am figuring out how to navigate this board. Since I have figured it out, I am going to start using it more.Yeah, it's old school and better on a desktop or laptop for sure.
I do like the old school look of the site. It loads real quick on my browser.Have you quoted somebody's post yet? It's the same you just make sure you starting after the very end of the previous posts etc.
You found it my friend !!!I seem to have a hard time finding the chat thread.This is one of the videos I made for my niece. It was her favorite Christian song at the time.This is beautiful tj !!!
There Will Be A Day-Jeremy Camp
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bwD2T9Kl6Y4
can't get no one to talk on the chat line.
Blade
That's because you made a post in the chat thread and I saw your post under the recent posts section so all I had to do was click on your post. :)You found it my friend !!!I seem to have a hard time finding the chat thread.This is one of the videos I made for my niece. It was her favorite Christian song at the time.This is beautiful tj !!!
There Will Be A Day-Jeremy Camp
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bwD2T9Kl6Y4
can't get no one to talk on the chat line.
Blade
TJ you can click on almost anything - like at the top of every post it shows the forum is Open Discussion - click on that and also click on Forums in the header on the left next to the Word Home - have you been doing that or no?Most of the time I can find what I'm looking for but if not then I use the search bar.
Have you quoted somebody's post yet? It's the same you just make sure you starting after the very end of the previous posts etc.
I'm a little upset that I haven't received my stimulus yet while many other have gotten it. I need the damn money !!!Nobody cares?
we care PJ...is it suppose to be deposited or paper check...I hear paper checks are taking awhileI'm a little upset that I haven't received my stimulus yet while many other have gotten it. I need the damn money !!!Nobody cares?
It will be Direct Deposit but I heard today that others are still waiting too, so it's not just me or my account. Patience is needed I suppose.we care PJ...is it suppose to be deposited or paper check...I hear paper checks are taking awhileI'm a little upset that I haven't received my stimulus yet while many other have gotten it. I need the damn money !!!Nobody cares?
praying you get it soonIt will be Direct Deposit but I heard today that others are still waiting too, so it's not just me or my account. Patience is needed I suppose.we care PJ...is it suppose to be deposited or paper check...I hear paper checks are taking awhileI'm a little upset that I haven't received my stimulus yet while many other have gotten it. I need the damn money !!!Nobody cares?
I went outside today and took a walk. I took a picture of something beautiful. :)It does a heart wonders to see something like that?
I yearn to be with God so much. I don't like this world and how it is. So much evil and suffering and pain. Life goes by so fast and it's over. Even 100 years is short. Just thinking
It does for me. I saw so many different colored flowers, just beautiful. The sun felt great. It was windy but still nice outside. I heard the birds singing. I sat in a gazebo for a little while too.I went outside today and took a walk. I took a picture of something beautiful. :)It does a heart wonders to see something like that?
Have a great day my friend.
Blade
Things are good here from God's blessings. I feel like I've plateaued again and God has more in mind for me. I want to earn a degree in theological studies and possibly in Social Work and Counseling. I don't believe I can be a Pastor or Preacher but who knows what God knows? I hope you are all well and joyful. I pray that all of your pains and ailments, concerns and worries and sadness flee from all of us here in Jesus' name, amen.PJ, did you get your stimulus check yet?
I hope he has. I haven't and my bank account really needs to be "stimulated".Things are good here from God's blessings. I feel like I've plateaued again and God has more in mind for me. I want to earn a degree in theological studies and possibly in Social Work and Counseling. I don't believe I can be a Pastor or Preacher but who knows what God knows? I hope you are all well and joyful. I pray that all of your pains and ailments, concerns and worries and sadness flee from all of us here in Jesus' name, amen.PJ, did you get your stimulus check yet?
sorry you haven't gotten yours yet...still prayingI hope he has. I haven't and my bank account really needs to be "stimulated".Things are good here from God's blessings. I feel like I've plateaued again and God has more in mind for me. I want to earn a degree in theological studies and possibly in Social Work and Counseling. I don't believe I can be a Pastor or Preacher but who knows what God knows? I hope you are all well and joyful. I pray that all of your pains and ailments, concerns and worries and sadness flee from all of us here in Jesus' name, amen.PJ, did you get your stimulus check yet?
I just got mine this morning - Yay !!!Yeah...praise the Lord, don't spend it all in one place ;)
What horrible stories I read...Yes, also my dog fell down the stairs and died 23 hours later and then I got food poisoning for over 72 hours. 2020 has been amazing !!!
Chaplain Mark Schmidt’s 25-year-old granddaughter dying.
Lori Bollinger’s son in a motorcycle accident.
Yesterday, I saw a homeless man that I’ve regularly seen since 2015 (I don’t think that he remembers that I was eating with the homeless because my bank accounts had been illegally blocked). I think that the last time I saw him was some 3 weeks ago.
I noticed a shocking change... that one of his legs was amputated.
On my short question “What happened?”, he replied that he couldn’t explain to everybody, because this would make him break down and cry...
I finally got mine and put it straight into my savings account.sorry you haven't gotten yours yet...still prayingI hope he has. I haven't and my bank account really needs to be "stimulated".Things are good here from God's blessings. I feel like I've plateaued again and God has more in mind for me. I want to earn a degree in theological studies and possibly in Social Work and Counseling. I don't believe I can be a Pastor or Preacher but who knows what God knows? I hope you are all well and joyful. I pray that all of your pains and ailments, concerns and worries and sadness flee from all of us here in Jesus' name, amen.PJ, did you get your stimulus check yet?
I'd like to ask a question for those with medical experience. Last November or December, I went to my regular doctor appointment. Then a nurse took me to a side room and said that they needed to swab me. I asked what for and she said to see if my meds were working. I thought that was strange. I've never had a doctor or nurse ask to swab me for that reason. I said, do I have to? Because I didn't feel right about it and it felt too intrusive. She said, no you don't have to. So I didn't. Is this something that is done to check to see if meds are working? This was right before the CV thing.I see the doctor at least 8 times a year and never have I been asked for a swab. Sounds strange to me.
Yes, also my dog fell down the stairs and died 23 hours later and then I got food poisoning for over 72 hours. 2020 has been amazing !!!After I made my previous post, I remembered that I forgot to add about your recent problems.
Then a nurse took me to a side room and said that they needed to swab me. I asked what for and she said to see if my meds were working.I can remember sadistic psychiatrists checking the blood of their patients/victims to check if they were taking the prescribed psychiatric drugs (that only have adverse effects)...
I'm used to having bloodwork done to check Vit. D and B12 levels that have been very low because of cancer and chemo and radiation treatment. But I've never been asked for a swab before this happened to check to see if my meds are working. That was a first and I didn't agree to it.Then a nurse took me to a side room and said that they needed to swab me. I asked what for and she said to see if my meds were working.I can remember sadistic psychiatrists checking the blood of their patients/victims to check if they were taking the prescribed psychiatric drugs (that only have adverse effects)...
I really want a pair of ice hockey skates but they cost $124.99 -Ouch.
I'm a little worried about my doctor appointment next week. Will they make me be tested for Covid 19 if I don't have symptoms? Also I heard that there is a woman who will be sitting in observing or something while I talk to my doctor. I don't know who she is and what her purpose is. Has anyone else had someone sitting in and observing during the appointment? I don't want anything forced on me. I don't think I like the idea of someone else in the room when I'm talking to my doctor because of doctor patient confidentiality.I've had student people sometimes but that is all and since I don't trust Dr. I wouldn't allow anything else.
They probably consider me high risk because of my age and weakened immune system from cancer. They tried to swab me already but I refused that. My son has the same doctor that I do and he said that it wasn't a student but someone with some kind of authority.I'm a little worried about my doctor appointment next week. Will they make me be tested for Covid 19 if I don't have symptoms? Also I heard that there is a woman who will be sitting in observing or something while I talk to my doctor. I don't know who she is and what her purpose is. Has anyone else had someone sitting in and observing during the appointment? I don't want anything forced on me. I don't think I like the idea of someone else in the room when I'm talking to my doctor because of doctor patient confidentiality.I've had student people sometimes but that is all and since I don't trust Dr. I wouldn't allow anything else.
They wanted to test me long ago no matter if I had symptoms or not because of how at risk I am...I refused and there wasn't any pressure about it then, of course things change every day so you will just have to let us know if they're not forcing the test on people.
that is when I would say...no way, get out...or...I'm leaving, call and schedule another appointment when the law matters to youThey probably consider me high risk because of my age and weakened immune system from cancer. They tried to swab me already but I refused that. My son has the same doctor that I do and he said that it wasn't a student but someone with some kind of authority.I'm a little worried about my doctor appointment next week. Will they make me be tested for Covid 19 if I don't have symptoms? Also I heard that there is a woman who will be sitting in observing or something while I talk to my doctor. I don't know who she is and what her purpose is. Has anyone else had someone sitting in and observing during the appointment? I don't want anything forced on me. I don't think I like the idea of someone else in the room when I'm talking to my doctor because of doctor patient confidentiality.I've had student people sometimes but that is all and since I don't trust Dr. I wouldn't allow anything else.
They wanted to test me long ago no matter if I had symptoms or not because of how at risk I am...I refused and there wasn't any pressure about it then, of course things change every day so you will just have to let us know if they're not forcing the test on people.
Yes, that's what I need to do. And I will. They better not give me a hard time.that is when I would say...no way, get out...or...I'm leaving, call and schedule another appointment when the law matters to youThey probably consider me high risk because of my age and weakened immune system from cancer. They tried to swab me already but I refused that. My son has the same doctor that I do and he said that it wasn't a student but someone with some kind of authority.I'm a little worried about my doctor appointment next week. Will they make me be tested for Covid 19 if I don't have symptoms? Also I heard that there is a woman who will be sitting in observing or something while I talk to my doctor. I don't know who she is and what her purpose is. Has anyone else had someone sitting in and observing during the appointment? I don't want anything forced on me. I don't think I like the idea of someone else in the room when I'm talking to my doctor because of doctor patient confidentiality.I've had student people sometimes but that is all and since I don't trust Dr. I wouldn't allow anything else.
They wanted to test me long ago no matter if I had symptoms or not because of how at risk I am...I refused and there wasn't any pressure about it then, of course things change every day so you will just have to let us know if they're not forcing the test on people.
saying a prayer for you as you deal with thisYes, that's what I need to do. And I will. They better not give me a hard time.that is when I would say...no way, get out...or...I'm leaving, call and schedule another appointment when the law matters to youThey probably consider me high risk because of my age and weakened immune system from cancer. They tried to swab me already but I refused that. My son has the same doctor that I do and he said that it wasn't a student but someone with some kind of authority.I'm a little worried about my doctor appointment next week. Will they make me be tested for Covid 19 if I don't have symptoms? Also I heard that there is a woman who will be sitting in observing or something while I talk to my doctor. I don't know who she is and what her purpose is. Has anyone else had someone sitting in and observing during the appointment? I don't want anything forced on me. I don't think I like the idea of someone else in the room when I'm talking to my doctor because of doctor patient confidentiality.I've had student people sometimes but that is all and since I don't trust Dr. I wouldn't allow anything else.
They wanted to test me long ago no matter if I had symptoms or not because of how at risk I am...I refused and there wasn't any pressure about it then, of course things change every day so you will just have to let us know if they're not forcing the test on people.
Thanks Lori and I'm praying for you and others on this forum.saying a prayer for you as you deal with thisYes, that's what I need to do. And I will. They better not give me a hard time.that is when I would say...no way, get out...or...I'm leaving, call and schedule another appointment when the law matters to youThey probably consider me high risk because of my age and weakened immune system from cancer. They tried to swab me already but I refused that. My son has the same doctor that I do and he said that it wasn't a student but someone with some kind of authority.I'm a little worried about my doctor appointment next week. Will they make me be tested for Covid 19 if I don't have symptoms? Also I heard that there is a woman who will be sitting in observing or something while I talk to my doctor. I don't know who she is and what her purpose is. Has anyone else had someone sitting in and observing during the appointment? I don't want anything forced on me. I don't think I like the idea of someone else in the room when I'm talking to my doctor because of doctor patient confidentiality.I've had student people sometimes but that is all and since I don't trust Dr. I wouldn't allow anything else.
They wanted to test me long ago no matter if I had symptoms or not because of how at risk I am...I refused and there wasn't any pressure about it then, of course things change every day so you will just have to let us know if they're not forcing the test on people.
I'm a little worried about my doctor appointment next week. Will they make me be tested for Covid 19 if I don't have symptoms? Also I heard that there is a woman who will be sitting in observing or something while I talk to my doctor. I don't know who she is and what her purpose is. Has anyone else had someone sitting in and observing during the appointment? I don't want anything forced on me. I don't think I like the idea of someone else in the room when I'm talking to my doctor because of doctor patient confidentiality.It looks like "they" are planning some kind of forced medical action against Truthjourney...
It looks like "they" are planning some kind of forced medical action against Truthjourney…I don't know for sure what's going on and I won't know until I go to my appointment next week. I don't think they are planning some kind of forced medical action. My son said she was in the room when he was talking to the doctor. That is unusual. It hasn't happened with me yet. He didn't seem to be concerned about it. I told him that he needs to be concerned because of doctor patient confidentiality. He is more trusting than I am. Our doctor is a good doctor. The best doctor I've ever had. But I know he's under pressure to follow certain guidelines in order to keep his practice open.
In my experience you don't have to agree with somebody being present when you talk "confidentially" to your doctor.I won't agree to have somebody else present.
I don't "trust" any of them. I don't think that doctors are "evil" in general, but think that they have been brainwashed by big pharma and don't know the true meaning of what "health care" should be.I've had problems with doctors in the past and for years. They kept telling me that nothing was wrong with me and one internal medicine doctor actually told me that all I needed was to be on antidepressants when in fact I had breast cancer that hadn't been diagnosed yet. He asked me, well, aren't you depressed? I said, how am I supposed to feel when I feel sick all the time. Am I supposed to be all smiley and bubbly? So he wrote a prescription for antidepressants which of course didn't help at all. That's why I wasn't diagnosed till stage 3 when the cancer presented on the skin and could be seen. The doctors could no longer deny that something was going on with me, unless they were blind.
Doctors in the past have advised me to look for another doctor if I didn't trust the current one (the last time I spoke to a doctor was in 2015, when I demanded help when the authorities illegally blocked by bank account and I was severely starving).
I do advise you to be careful, and don't seem too inflexible. They can only force medical action on you if you flat-out refuse!I will be careful. Thanks for the advice.
Your biggest "weapon" is to ask questions. Doctors really hate that because it forces them to think about the Hippocratic Oath and that they have the obligation to never harm their patients...
TJ, I'm so sorry for what you've been through with doctors. You would think that good quality medical care is the standard at every medical facility and office in the nation. Undiagnosed and misdiagnosed problems kill people or shorten our lives.It happens more often than people are aware of especially if a person doesn't have insurance, Medicaid, Medicare and can't pay out of pocket. Also, I've noticed that many doctors don't take women as seriously as they do men. It's almost like they think of women as a different species or something.
I could tell so many stories about how "stupid" drs have been with me. When I was pregnant with our 3rd, the Dr. said, "yes you are pregnant", the next appointment, "no you are not pregnant" the next appointment "yes you are pregnant", etc. till it was painfully obvious and a few months later I had a baby in my arms.TJ, I'm so sorry for what you've been through with doctors. You would think that good quality medical care is the standard at every medical facility and office in the nation. Undiagnosed and misdiagnosed problems kill people or shorten our lives.It happens more often than people are aware of especially if a person doesn't have insurance, Medicaid, Medicare and can't pay out of pocket. Also, I've noticed that many doctors don't take women as seriously as they do men. It's almost like they think of women as a different species or something.
Another example, many years ago I was having chest pains so I went to a local ER. The doctor asked me if I was pregnant and having heartburn. Like I can't tell the difference between real chest pains and heartburn. That was insulting. I told the doctor that I can't get pregnant because I had my tubes tied. He said that there was still a chance that I could be pregnant. I wasn't pregnant. And by the way, a woman knows when she's pregnant especially after having three children and I certainly know the difference between heartburn and real chest pains. He basically dismissed me and sent me home. No tests or anything.
I could tell so many stories about how "stupid" drs have been with me. When I was pregnant with our 3rd, the Dr. said, "yes you are pregnant", the next appointment, "no you are not pregnant" the next appointment "yes you are pregnant", etc. till it was painfully obvious and a few months later I had a baby in my arms.A doctor who can't determine and make up his mind about whether a woman is pregnant or not. Yeah, that's a stupid doctor.
I was working 40-48 hrs and going to school 19-20 semester hrs. and was getting sick. I was not eating or sleeping I went to the Dr. and he said, you are fat and lazy do more and eat less. I ignored the do more since it was a physically demanding job and I didn't have time to add anything new to my life and said to him, "I literally eat 2 to 3 bites of food a week, how do you want me to cut back on what I eat?" he said, "when you do eat, eat less." lol went to another Dr. he diagnosed me as borderline anorexic and told me to force myself to eat which worked.I can understand all too well. I've had many bad experiences with doctors and hospital staff. My first mammogram resulted in injury and I had to have surgery. I also had an overdose of radiation by a CT scan. Nobody ever believed me but that did happen and I suffered a lot from it. I believe it was done on purpose. But that's a different story....that I won't go into.
Another time, I went to the Dr. I told them things were getting worse on the meds they gave me. They called me a liar until things got seriously dangerous as in could die from it and even the ER said so, and the Dr. just called me a liar and insisted I continue treatment as ordered by him.
One more story then I am done so I don't allow it to get me angry...I was pregnant with our first, had a terrible rash that itched me to death. Dr. gave me a prescription, when I read the warnings it said to NEVER take if pregnant, so I asked the Dr. about it...he responded, "Don't question me, I am the Dr."
Oh and don't forget the Dr. who told me to be quiet, that I was "too ignorant to know my own symptoms" and when my husband tried to talk to him, he told my husband that he was "too ignorant to know my symptoms", that we needed to be quiet so he could tell me what my symptoms were (first visit with that Dr.) and what he was going to do to fix it....how is that for good medical care? and that is just a few of the examples from my own life. I don't trust them and don't foresee any time I will.
I love it when there is a good Dr. in a story because they are few and far between as best I can tell.I just deleted the first post that I was going to post. I guess the less I say about certain things the better.
Unfortunately the one issue I had with Dr. not listening was confirmed by another Dr. to be the cause of some of my chronic issues...I mean, when I say things are getting worse on the meds and the ER confirms it, you might want to listen but what do I know, I'm not a Dr. lol right? I mean heck, I'm even too ignorant to know my own symptoms....okay, I just stepped over the line into anger over some of it, so time to back away and find something amazing in today to be thankful for.
TJ, still praying for you and your appointment not to mention your kids.
oh don't feel that way, it's just constant pain and severely restricted life due to Dr. who don't listen sometimes wear on me...I'm okay again, just needed to pull away long enough to refocus on how God is using it, not how wrong it was.I love it when there is a good Dr. in a story because they are few and far between as best I can tell.I just deleted the first post that I was going to post. I guess the less I say about certain things the better.
Unfortunately the one issue I had with Dr. not listening was confirmed by another Dr. to be the cause of some of my chronic issues...I mean, when I say things are getting worse on the meds and the ER confirms it, you might want to listen but what do I know, I'm not a Dr. lol right? I mean heck, I'm even too ignorant to know my own symptoms....okay, I just stepped over the line into anger over some of it, so time to back away and find something amazing in today to be thankful for.
TJ, still praying for you and your appointment not to mention your kids.
Anyway, thanks for the prayers.
oh don't feel that way, it's just constant pain and severely restricted life due to Dr. who don't listen sometimes wear on me...I'm okay again, just needed to pull away long enough to refocus on how God is using it, not how wrong it was.It wasn't anything you said. I was going to go into further detail about the radiation overdose but then decided not to so I deleted the post and started over.
So I went to my doctor appointment today. It seems that my son may have been mistaken about who the woman was and why she was there. She was an older woman and she said that she was training to be a nurse practitioner and I have no reason to doubt her word on that.I'm surprised that you went to your appointment and didn't insist that the other person wasn't present.
One of the last things he said was that at some point maybe they will come up with a vaccine that works and I cringed.Maybe you should have asked your
I have Medicare now but I pay about $140 a month for it. Folks, we need Potassium in all three forms and it's hard to fin in supplements. I have an excellent video that goes into great detail about potassium and other medical information that predates the Rockefeller takeover of World Medicine and education. I will post the video in this thread later.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v7_VuQ2b9n8&list=WL&index=22&t=0s
I wanted to know exactly who the person was and why they were there and be able to ask them questions. Nobody at my doctor's office told me anything ahead of time. I wouldn't have known that she would be there at all if my son hadn't mentioned it. So I was somewhat prepared for her. I wasn't prepared to be interrogated by my doctor though. It was like seeing a side of him that I've never seen before. I know he doesn't want to lose his practice and has to follow guidelines and he is following it to the letter. I tried to be respectful but I stood my ground.So I went to my doctor appointment today. It seems that my son may have been mistaken about who the woman was and why she was there. She was an older woman and she said that she was training to be a nurse practitioner and I have no reason to doubt her word on that.I'm surprised that you went to your appointment and didn't insist that the other person wasn't present.
Maybe you should have asked yourI wouldn't have been able to discuss a vaccine without getting upset. So I didn't comment on that.quackdoctor on how a vaccine could ever work on a virus that mutates every year. If a virus mutates every year, the best they could (hypothetically) make is a vaccine that protects against last year's virus strain.
Or maybe you could find a doctor that brings next year's vaccine that protects against this year's virus?!?
I'm gonna say this just to have a voice, don't feel like you need to say anything, it's just stirred emotions I haven't had time to process yet.
I just got off the phone with Dr. she wants me to do all this "preventative" stuff (light pressure, no hard sell, otherwise this would be a very different post) but no one, including her, gets that I don't care anymore. I was hurt so badly by the previous Dr. not listening that I basically have no life...why would I care to postpone that? Just saying, I don't have a life anyway because Dr.s wanted to play god rather than listen why go through that again and drag out the no life as it is....
Okay rant over, moving on.
thanks, I was pretty much on top of it and got another call from the Dr. to come to the parking lot to do BP even though I have a cuff and have been watching it...just frustrated is all. Had an opportunity yesterday to council with someone who just got medical news that is troubling her and got to talk with her about how to trust the Lord through it all...good visit with her which always helps. (clarification...it always helps when God uses me to comfort and help another)I'm gonna say this just to have a voice, don't feel like you need to say anything, it's just stirred emotions I haven't had time to process yet.
I just got off the phone with Dr. she wants me to do all this "preventative" stuff (light pressure, no hard sell, otherwise this would be a very different post) but no one, including her, gets that I don't care anymore. I was hurt so badly by the previous Dr. not listening that I basically have no life...why would I care to postpone that? Just saying, I don't have a life anyway because Dr.s wanted to play god rather than listen why go through that again and drag out the no life as it is....
Okay rant over, moving on.
sounds like you need a adversary......Oops, I mean a friend. lol......I am just trying to lighten it up
No matter that we don't see eye to eye all the time but I still consider you a friend. If there is anything I could do let me know...I listen real well and the pm is always an option.
Hope you get to feeling better.
Blade
I'm gonna say this just to have a voice, don't feel like you need to say anything, it's just stirred emotions I haven't had time to process yet.I know how some doctors are. They can be so arrogant and prideful and treat women differently than men. Don't they take some kind of oath to do no harm? If they would just listen then maybe they could help you. Keep your head up and stay strong.
I just got off the phone with Dr. she wants me to do all this "preventative" stuff (light pressure, no hard sell, otherwise this would be a very different post) but no one, including her, gets that I don't care anymore. I was hurt so badly by the previous Dr. not listening that I basically have no life...why would I care to postpone that? Just saying, I don't have a life anyway because Dr.s wanted to play god rather than listen why go through that again and drag out the no life as it is....
Okay rant over, moving on.
Last time I was in the hospital, I had to use the exact words, "do no harm" to get the Dr. to even talk to me about what we decided.I'm gonna say this just to have a voice, don't feel like you need to say anything, it's just stirred emotions I haven't had time to process yet.I know how some doctors are. They can be so arrogant and prideful and treat women differently than men. Don't they take some kind of oath to do no harm? If they would just listen then maybe they could help you. Keep your head up and stay strong.
I just got off the phone with Dr. she wants me to do all this "preventative" stuff (light pressure, no hard sell, otherwise this would be a very different post) but no one, including her, gets that I don't care anymore. I was hurt so badly by the previous Dr. not listening that I basically have no life...why would I care to postpone that? Just saying, I don't have a life anyway because Dr.s wanted to play god rather than listen why go through that again and drag out the no life as it is....
Okay rant over, moving on.
After staying away for 2 1/2 months from Ronpaulforums.com after being banned without any reason, today I started posting there again.We'll miss you and just remember we are always open here. Thanks for the heads up.
In 2 1/2 months I collected so much information that I could make lots of posts there in the following week...
If I'm not banned again on Ronpaulforums.com, this means that I'll probably be less active here.
Last time I was in the hospital, I had to use the exact words, "do no harm" to get the Dr. to even talk to me about what we decided.I guess they need to be reminded sometimes.
After staying away for 2 1/2 months from Ronpaulforums.com after being banned without any reason, today I started posting there again.I hope you won't be less active here.
In 2 1/2 months I collected so much information that I could make lots of posts there in the following week...
If I'm not banned again on Ronpaulforums.com, this means that I'll probably be less active here.
I hope you won't be less active here.In a way I followed your advice in the shout box.
Firestarter, I say, continue to expose the worthless deeds of evil and darkness and rebuke them. .....The only thing necessary for the triumph of evil is for good men to do nothing. We do what we can. Our voices are our weapons. For as long as we can.
Does anyone at Ron Paul Forums Tweet your threads out at least once every 24 hours like me? Are you really "reaching more people" or are you simply getting more replies?I hope you won't be less active here.In a way I followed your advice in the shout box.
Hypothetically speaking I could reach a lot more people posting on Ronpaulforums.com than here (you might have heard that Ron and son Rand Paul are more famous than even Patrick Jane)...QuoteFirestarter, I say, continue to expose the worthless deeds of evil and darkness and rebuke them. .....The only thing necessary for the triumph of evil is for good men to do nothing. We do what we can. Our voices are our weapons. For as long as we can.
Does anyone at Ron Paul Forums Tweet your threads out at least once every 24 hours like me? Are you really "reaching more people" or are you simply getting more replies?I hope you won't be less active here.In a way I followed your advice in the shout box.
Hypothetically speaking I could reach a lot more people posting on Ronpaulforums.com than here (you might have heard that Ron and son Rand Paul are more famous than even Patrick Jane)...QuoteFirestarter, I say, continue to expose the worthless deeds of evil and darkness and rebuke them. .....The only thing necessary for the triumph of evil is for good men to do nothing. We do what we can. Our voices are our weapons. For as long as we can.
Does anyone at Ron Paul Forums Tweet your threads out at least once every 24 hours like me? Are you really "reaching more people" or are you simply getting more replies?Thanks for promoting my threads by the way (I already thought that you did something like this, especially after your post in “my” Rwanda/Congo thread).
I can't tweet this one anymore
(S//NF) Pandemic is a tool which is run as kernel shellcode to install a file system filter driver. The filter will 'replace' a target file with the given payload file when a remote user accesses the file via SMB (read-only, not write). Pandemic will not 'replace' the target file when the target file is opened on the machine Pandemic is running on. The goal of Pandemic is to be installed on a machine where remote users use SMB to download/execute PE files.https://cryptome.org/2020/03/cia-pandemic.pdf
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If the remote user goes to copy the targeted PE on the file server to their local machine, and the remote user has a file with the same name as the targeted PE in the destination folder, Windows will ask the user if they wish to replace the file or cancel the copy operation. The issue is the Windows alert box will report that the new file's size being the size of the targeted PE, not the replacement PE.
◦ For example: The targeted file is Pexplorer.exe, size 4.5 MB. The replacement file is NOTEPAD.exe, size 67 KB. If the remote user copies down pexplorer.exe to a local folder with that same file name, Windows will ask the user if they wish to overwrite/cancel the copy. When it does this, it will say that the size of the remote copy is 4.5 MB. However, after the operation is complete, the user will have only downloaded the replacement PE file of size 500 KB.
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• (S//NF) Two different remote users that share the same machine (does not apply to VMs on the same machine), but log into the Pandemic machine using different user accounts (different SIDs) could cause targeting issues. If user account A on the remote machine is targeted, but user account B on the same machine is not, then the following issue can occur:
◦ User A is running WinHex.exe, the targeted application, directly from the Pandemic File Server (PFS). User A really is running a Trojan'd copy of WinHex.exe. User B logs into the PFS and also directly executes WinHex.exe. User B, while not targeted, will still receive the Trojan'd WinHex.exe. This is because the machine that User A and User B share is caching the file.
I bought some hockey skates online for $89. Bauer - a good brand but I should have gone to a store for a proper fit but more expensive. These will work just fine I hope as I'm not an avid skater. Hockey skates offer much more support for the ankles and feet. I used to skate in 7th and 8th grade with classmates and I remember loving the feeling and it is great exercise. I hope to go to the rink once a week and quit smoking. starting when they open this Fall.The last time I was skating, as we were leaving, I fell and injured my wrist. My mother asked if I could bend it, which I could do with much effort. Since I could bend it, she determined it would be fine. By the time we got home, I couldn't use it at all...they put a homemade splint on it and a homemade sling and sent me to school the next day. I went to school that way for a couple of weeks but no one cared to find out why I couldn't use it. To this day, I often had problems with it...haven't been skating since and wouldn't go again if I could....be safe out there PJ, I don't want to hear about you hurting yourself with your skates...lol ;)
So true, I didn't think of that actually. I probably will fall because it's been so long. I better take baby steps.I bought some hockey skates online for $89. Bauer - a good brand but I should have gone to a store for a proper fit but more expensive. These will work just fine I hope as I'm not an avid skater. Hockey skates offer much more support for the ankles and feet. I used to skate in 7th and 8th grade with classmates and I remember loving the feeling and it is great exercise. I hope to go to the rink once a week and quit smoking. starting when they open this Fall.The last time I was skating, as we were leaving, I fell and injured my wrist. My mother asked if I could bend it, which I could do with much effort. Since I could bend it, she determined it would be fine. By the time we got home, I couldn't use it at all...they put a homemade splint on it and a homemade sling and sent me to school the next day. I went to school that way for a couple of weeks but no one cared to find out why I couldn't use it. To this day, I often had problems with it...haven't been skating since and wouldn't go again if I could....be safe out there PJ, I don't want to hear about you hurting yourself with your skates...lol ;)
do you have protective gear? If not, better get it ordered.So true, I didn't think of that actually. I probably will fall because it's been so long. I better take baby steps.I bought some hockey skates online for $89. Bauer - a good brand but I should have gone to a store for a proper fit but more expensive. These will work just fine I hope as I'm not an avid skater. Hockey skates offer much more support for the ankles and feet. I used to skate in 7th and 8th grade with classmates and I remember loving the feeling and it is great exercise. I hope to go to the rink once a week and quit smoking. starting when they open this Fall.The last time I was skating, as we were leaving, I fell and injured my wrist. My mother asked if I could bend it, which I could do with much effort. Since I could bend it, she determined it would be fine. By the time we got home, I couldn't use it at all...they put a homemade splint on it and a homemade sling and sent me to school the next day. I went to school that way for a couple of weeks but no one cared to find out why I couldn't use it. To this day, I often had problems with it...haven't been skating since and wouldn't go again if I could....be safe out there PJ, I don't want to hear about you hurting yourself with your skates...lol ;)
I bought some hockey skates online for $89. Bauer - a good brand but I should have gone to a store for a proper fit but more expensive. These will work just fine I hope as I'm not an avid skater. Hockey skates offer much more support for the ankles and feet. I used to skate in 7th and 8th grade with classmates and I remember loving the feeling and it is great exercise. I hope to go to the rink once a week and quit smoking. starting when they open this Fall.I don't mean to criticise you, but it does sound a bit like postponing starting to do some excercise. You bought skates that give you an excuse to wait until fall...
Thanks for the tips. Maybe I am putting it off as I thought of this last fall but didn't have the money. I ride my bike around the neighborhood and take walks but not as much as I could or should. I'm 180 pounds and 5' 11" but my breathing is bad - I have COPD and emphysema.I bought some hockey skates online for $89. Bauer - a good brand but I should have gone to a store for a proper fit but more expensive. These will work just fine I hope as I'm not an avid skater. Hockey skates offer much more support for the ankles and feet. I used to skate in 7th and 8th grade with classmates and I remember loving the feeling and it is great exercise. I hope to go to the rink once a week and quit smoking. starting when they open this Fall.I don't mean to criticise you, but it does sound a bit like postponing starting to do some excercise. You bought skates that give you an excuse to wait until fall...
Of course there could be some physical reason (injury) that prevents you from starting right now.
I've been doing some heavy training since May 2019, including fitness, sprinting and jumping.
Most people get lighter when doing sports, I am heavy - more than 100 kg at only 1.85 m in height (6 ft 2).
I used to skate when I was young (hockey skates), which is very common in the Netherlands. It has been years since we could skate on the canals and lakes (the winter of 2013 was a cold one).
I have had injuries, but never from skating.
Here's what you could do to start right now (obviously it's a good thing to do some excercise that you actuall enjoy) - inline skates (skeelers)...
Besides that you can start right now, you can do it when it's warm and it's easier.
I don't think you need protective gear for ice skating (hardly anybody in the Netherlands does), but for inline skating you do (at the very least for your hand and wrist).
I am so sick and tired of race baiting media. Social engineering in full effect. Don't fall for it.Me too but it's been happening for so long. To some degree it has happened since Genesis probably. People in power make great efforts to cause chaos and division among the people. It's just on a larger scale now and millions can be brainwashed at once in just a day.
Did you ever what to say something to someone but there was no one there to talk to...even if you find someone, they couldn't understand and even if they could come close, it would take forever to catch them up on all the things feeding into what you want to say so that it made any sense. Not only that, but there is nothing that can be done, you just want to say, "I'm hurting, I'm tired, but it is still well with my soul" and have someone have a clue as to why you feel that way right now and share in your tears with understanding?I absolutely do and I think we all feel that way at times. It is frustrating and you know inside that they won't really get it and understand. It's like only best friends and people that are really close can do this. Even then, many times your closest friends and family can't grasp the whole thing. I have trouble expressing, or putting my thought and what I have learned and know, into words. The right words. It really takes two people that want to understand each other and to "take the necessary time" required.
Angus Beef Burger Recipe | With Mushroom and Onion Reduction
16 minutes
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HSeOexV8K5k
Today I grilled some Angus Beef burgers with a onion and mushroom reduction. These Angus Beef Burgers are perfect for those who like Angus Beef and mushroom and onions. The Angus beef Burger had a nice Smokey flavor from the Kingsford Hickory Charcoal and a hickory wood chunk. The reduction made it all come together with the edition of the Stella Rosa Black Reserve Wine.
Angus Beef Burger Ingredients:
Angus Beef Burgers
All Purpose Seasoning (Salt, Pepper, Garlic)
Sweet Yellow Onion
White/Sliced Mushrooms
Butter
Worcestershire Sauce
Wine (your choice)
Hamburger Bun
Directions:
Prepare Angus Beef Burgers with SPG on both sides. Prepare grill preheat to 350 degrees. Cook Angus Beef Burgers 4-5 min each side. Place Swiss Cheese on when burgers are near done.
Reduction: Place 2 tbs butter in a pan over medium heat until melted. Place mushrooms in pan and sautee until soft. Place onions in pan and sprinkle with salt and pepper, worcestershire sauce and stir. Then add in wine. Reduce for approximately 10 min. Remove from heat when all liquid has evaporated.
I had an interesting discussion with my doctor this past Tuesday. We were talking about the protesters and the rioting taking place across the country and about cancel culture. He said, do you think they will cancel Christmas? I said probably. We talked about how the protesters are now burning bibles. We both agreed that we're seeing a satanic spirit with the division, lawlessness, chaos, destruction and death.I agree tj and it will get worse I believe. There will be massive shortages coming on meat and dairy and fruits and vegetables. 2021 could be horrible here and especially if they steal the election by closing the polls and cheating on the mail in ballots. We can thank the democrats for no second stimulus check too. I was counting on that.
I am doing good but what's on my mindI agree La Shanda, in fact, we are to Love even our enemies, how can we Love if we isolate ourselves from them
is when a person asks me why are you friends with this person and telling me God will punish me and shame me if I am friends with certain people to me I am like in my own my mind why can't we all be friends why should I be friends with certain people when i can be friends with everyone. I never heard of such stuff in my life about God punishing others just for being friends with others I am so sick of the person telling me this ... it's just telling who I can't and can be friends with ...
Hope things get better for you all in here be safe and well stay healthy most of all you all have fun and stay positive and smile ☺ be happy.....
I Just ignored the person and just went my way just now the person says to me myself is the one that made the mistake now as God being as there witness and the person said they didn't do nothing wrong ... what gets me how can someone make a mistake if they don't want to talk to the person .. I know I can't make everyone happy tired of negative remarks from the person so I haven't spoke to the person in three days going on...one thing on this person the person don't know how to take the word no that is for sure right now I am just staying strong doing better working my content more and I Don't have to hear the stuff from that person ... but did read the messages but I Didn't bother to reply at all just moved on ...and that should make others happen cause I know I did the right thing ... glad I have good friend and friends on here as well...to help me as I go ...much thanks to you too as well ....I am doing good but what's on my mindI agree La Shanda, in fact, we are to Love even our enemies, how can we Love if we isolate ourselves from them
is when a person asks me why are you friends with this person and telling me God will punish me and shame me if I am friends with certain people to me I am like in my own my mind why can't we all be friends why should I be friends with certain people when i can be friends with everyone. I never heard of such stuff in my life about God punishing others just for being friends with others I am so sick of the person telling me this ... it's just telling who I can't and can be friends with ...
Hope things get better for you all in here be safe and well stay healthy most of all you all have fun and stay positive and smile ☺ be happy.....
My thought of the day is that my hands smell like Basil...just repotted 10 plants and got another 10ish in pots to propagate plus planted spanish lavender seeds, hoping they survive, our son spilled them.
I didn't respond yesterday because Sun. is my "sabbath" away from the computer...just something God has laid on my heart.I Just ignored the person and just went my way just now the person says to me myself is the one that made the mistake now as God being as there witness and the person said they didn't do nothing wrong ... what gets me how can someone make a mistake if they don't want to talk to the person .. I know I can't make everyone happy tired of negative remarks from the person so I haven't spoke to the person in three days going on...one thing on this person the person don't know how to take the word no that is for sure right now I am just staying strong doing better working my content more and I Don't have to hear the stuff from that person ... but did read the messages but I Didn't bother to reply at all just moved on ...and that should make others happen cause I know I did the right thing ... glad I have good friend and friends on here as well...to help me as I go ...much thanks to you too as well ....I am doing good but what's on my mindI agree La Shanda, in fact, we are to Love even our enemies, how can we Love if we isolate ourselves from them
is when a person asks me why are you friends with this person and telling me God will punish me and shame me if I am friends with certain people to me I am like in my own my mind why can't we all be friends why should I be friends with certain people when i can be friends with everyone. I never heard of such stuff in my life about God punishing others just for being friends with others I am so sick of the person telling me this ... it's just telling who I can't and can be friends with ...
Hope things get better for you all in here be safe and well stay healthy most of all you all have fun and stay positive and smile ☺ be happy.....
My thought of the day is that my hands smell like Basil...just repotted 10 plants and got another 10ish in pots to propagate plus planted spanish lavender seeds, hoping they survive, our son spilled them.
wow you work so hard So sorry what you had to go through Lori I do hope they survive as well going to have faith for all this yep I agree even our enemies as well we all should love each other and be friendly ...thanks for your time as well ...wishing you a good day as well be safe and well and stay healthy you and everyone else...
I didn't respond yesterday because Sun. is my "sabbath" away from the computer...just something God has laid on my heart.I Just ignored the person and just went my way just now the person says to me myself is the one that made the mistake now as God being as there witness and the person said they didn't do nothing wrong ... what gets me how can someone make a mistake if they don't want to talk to the person .. I know I can't make everyone happy tired of negative remarks from the person so I haven't spoke to the person in three days going on...one thing on this person the person don't know how to take the word no that is for sure right now I am just staying strong doing better working my content more and I Don't have to hear the stuff from that person ... but did read the messages but I Didn't bother to reply at all just moved on ...and that should make others happen cause I know I did the right thing ... glad I have good friend and friends on here as well...to help me as I go ...much thanks to you too as well ....I am doing good but what's on my mindI agree La Shanda, in fact, we are to Love even our enemies, how can we Love if we isolate ourselves from them
is when a person asks me why are you friends with this person and telling me God will punish me and shame me if I am friends with certain people to me I am like in my own my mind why can't we all be friends why should I be friends with certain people when i can be friends with everyone. I never heard of such stuff in my life about God punishing others just for being friends with others I am so sick of the person telling me this ... it's just telling who I can't and can be friends with ...
Hope things get better for you all in here be safe and well stay healthy most of all you all have fun and stay positive and smile ☺ be happy.....
My thought of the day is that my hands smell like Basil...just repotted 10 plants and got another 10ish in pots to propagate plus planted spanish lavender seeds, hoping they survive, our son spilled them.
wow you work so hard So sorry what you had to go through Lori I do hope they survive as well going to have faith for all this yep I agree even our enemies as well we all should love each other and be friendly ...thanks for your time as well ...wishing you a good day as well be safe and well and stay healthy you and everyone else...
I talk to people all the time about how others have hurt them. Sometimes, like it or not, there are people who you just will never be able to get along with. For those of us who want to Love like Christ Loved that is a hard pill to swallow so to speak. Sometimes, LOVE is just saying we are not going to talk anymore. Praying for you.
This weekend we planted about 10 basil starts and propagated another 15 or so...started about 8 lemon trees from cuttings and some other odds and ends...Brian built a planter box railing (well, about 1/7 th of the way done so I will be able to work in those which feels good since I am so limited in what I can do.
I have a lot on my mind lately, but I remain positive and I know the holy spirit guides me.Hope things get better for you as well wishing you all the best on you and your channels your doing good you know that don't you takes time and patience that is all we need is that we can do anything we put our minds into and we can do it alone and together we all can make a difference on what we do... I know I am trying my best you stay safe and well much Love to you too as well hang in there you too smile and keep having a good day as well ... :)
Good news -Theology Forums YT channel is up over 600 hours of watch time already.
I have five YT channels but really only three I focus on, the other two are for videos I like and one those is my mom's channel, neither of those two will be monetized.
My channel named patrick jane forums was monetized this morning. I will discuss theology more and politics and conspiracy and try to build an audience. I can only handle one or two channels so I'm giving the third main channel, named Theology Forums to Chaplain Mark.
I already have Theology Forums up to nearly 800 subscribers, (1K is needed) and I have accumulated about 250 watch hours (4,000 is required) so it will take time but I'm on the way.
Today was a sober day at our house. My uncle, my mom's brother Timothy Angelo Thornton passed away 10 years ago today on 10/10/10. He was 58 and a veteran with a Purple Heart, Navy in Vietnam. We love you and miss you buddy and we will see you soo along with Joelle, Clarence, Gretchen and Alice. 💗🤍💗you never get over those who you love that are gone from this world. We have an apple tree in the front yard, given to us when our son died, and every day it reminds me to not grieve like the world, but it never says don't grieve, even Christ grieved...May you have peace and comfort in your memories and in your hope in Christ.
I'm trying to figure out how to post an image. I know I've done that before but can't remember how I did it.
Today was a sober day at our house. My uncle, my mom's brother Timothy Angelo Thornton passed away 10 years ago today on 10/10/10. He was 58 and a veteran with a Purple Heart, Navy in Vietnam. We love you and miss you buddy and we will see you soon along with Joelle, Clarence, Gretchen and Alice. 💗🤍💗
I heard that the Democrats are asking not only for coronavirus relief but for additional funding or payment to repair damages made in cities during the riots and I think Trump has a problem with paying for those damages because the riots were allowed to happen by mayors and governors who now expect Trump to approve funding to cover the cost of the damages from riots and it's a very large amount so they're trying to come to an agreement on that but I think that's what is holding it up.Second stimulus check update: why is there no agreement?
Amid an impasse in negotiations over a coronavirus relief package in the US, Americans' wait for a second stimulus check continues
Americans' wait for a second stimulus check goes on, amid an impasse in negotiations between White House leaders and Democratic congressional chiefs over the United States' next coronavirus relief bill.
No stimulus package expected before September
After two weeks of talks, Treasury Secretary Steve Mnuchin and White House Chief of Staff Mark Meadows proved unable to agree an outline stimulus package with House Speaker Nancy Pelosi (D-Calif.) and Senate Minority Leader Chuck Schumer (D-NY) by their self-imposed deadline of 7 August.
Lawmakers in both the House and the Senate have now gone on recess and, as things stand, a bill does not look like being pushed through before September, despite initial suggestions that discussions could be revived earlier this week.
There are a number of issues behind the failure of the negotiations, but stimulus checks don’t appear to be one of them. Republicans and Democrats agree that another direct payment is needed, and have both proposed a second round of checks that would see those who earn under $99,000 a year given up to $1,200.
Why hasn't a stimulus package been agreed?
Among the notable stumbling blocks that led talks to stall were enhanced unemployment insurance - Democrats wanted to extend a $600 weekly benefits boost until January, but Republicans proposed significantly lowering this figure - and financial aid for state and local governments. Pelosi and Schumer sought $915bn, a sum Mnuchin and Meadows were not prepared to countenance.
See also:
Trump blames Democrats for stimulus package delay
Stimulus check: how quickly could I get my payment?
Stimulus check: how to track missing $500 for dependents
USPS emerges as point of huge conflict
Another major source of conflict that has emerged from the negotiations is the United States Postal Service. Ahead of a presidential election in which an unprecedented number of mail-in ballots are expected as Americans avoid in-person voting due to the pandemic, Democrats sought $25bn in funding to help the USPS deal with this likely inundation of postal votes.
However, Trump, who has repeatedly stated his opposition to mail-in votes, claiming they lead to increased electoral fraud, this week indicated to Fox Business that he was against agreeing a package that would facilitate nationwide postal voting. "If we don't make the deal, that means they can't have the money, that means they can't have universal mail-in voting,” he said.
Trump accused of "all-out assault" on the USPS
Trump later sought to soften his remarks, saying he would not veto a relief bill if it included support for the USPS - but Democrats nevertheless accuse the president of trying to disrupt November’s vote by financially strangling the postal service.
Indeed, the new postmaster general, Trump donor Louis DeJoy, has overseen a raft of cut-backs to the USPS since his June appointment, leaving its ability to cope with the election rush in doubt. For example, NPR notes that DeJoy has moved to reduce postal workers' hours, take high-speed mail-sorting machines out of service and remove mailboxes.
In a statement on Friday, Pelosi and Schumer said: "The president, his cronies and Republicans in Congress continue to wage their all-out assault on the Postal Service and its role in ensuring the integrity of the 2020 election."
Pelosi weighs up recalling House over USPS
In the face of the growing USPS crisis, Politico says that Pelosi is considering recalling the House from its summer recess to tackle the issue, in a report confirmed to Reuters by a Democratic congressional aide.
Democratic Representative Carolyn Maloney (NY-12) this week introduced legislation seeking to preserve the USPS' January 2020 level of service until after the Covid-19 pandemic is over, and Reuters has been told by the congressional aide that the House could vote on such a measure.
According to Politico’s report, some Democrats have also suggested an early return from recess could be used to deal with other issues such as unemployment benefits, but have been told that addressing the USPS crisis must be the immediate priority.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YLJUyEhI5YY&t=30s:D
Naked I came from my mother’s womb, and naked I will depart. The Lord gave and the Lord has taken away; may the name of the Lord be praised (Job 1:20-21).
So, December has 31 days and January has 31 days . . . then February has 28 days. Why not make all three 30 days each and on leap year one of those months gets an extra day added on? Makes no sense I tell you !!! ;) :D ;D
I had a bad experience yesterday. I had taken a Lyft to go back home after visiting my son. It was cold and I was wearing my long coat. So the Lyft arrives and the first thing I notice is that the windows were down maybe four or five inches before I even got into the car.. I thought that was strange because it was cold. It was a young female driver. So I get in the car and try to be friendly but she was acting unfriendly. There was just that negative vibe I was getting from her but I continued to try to be friendly. We arrive at my home and I say thank you and stay safe. I got out of the car and before I could close the door, she turned around holding a can of Lysol and sprayed it on the exact place where I had been sitting. I closed the door and walked away saying out loud, how rude. I've never had a Lyft driver act that way. I think I know why she was acting that way. I've encountered some other people who acted the same way not with a can of Lysol but not being friendly and giving me dirty looks. The important thing is to keep a cool head and not react or make a scene. I'm an easy going person but not everybody is like that and a situation can get out of hand and even turn violent if someone says or does something to offend another person. I've seen it happen over the smallest of things. I try to avoid confrontations even if I am offended by what someone says or does. The best thing to do is just walk away. Only in extreme situations where I feel that my life is in danger will I react and I will react to defend myself.so thankful you are safe...continued prayers
I guess she had issues with me for some reason although she doesn't know me at all. It's not good to judge by appearance and make assumptions.I had a bad experience yesterday. I had taken a Lyft to go back home after visiting my son. It was cold and I was wearing my long coat. So the Lyft arrives and the first thing I notice is that the windows were down maybe four or five inches before I even got into the car.. I thought that was strange because it was cold. It was a young female driver. So I get in the car and try to be friendly but she was acting unfriendly. There was just that negative vibe I was getting from her but I continued to try to be friendly. We arrive at my home and I say thank you and stay safe. I got out of the car and before I could close the door, she turned around holding a can of Lysol and sprayed it on the exact place where I had been sitting. I closed the door and walked away saying out loud, how rude. I've never had a Lyft driver act that way. I think I know why she was acting that way. I've encountered some other people who acted the same way not with a can of Lysol but not being friendly and giving me dirty looks. The important thing is to keep a cool head and not react or make a scene. I'm an easy going person but not everybody is like that and a situation can get out of hand and even turn violent if someone says or does something to offend another person. I've seen it happen over the smallest of things. I try to avoid confrontations even if I am offended by what someone says or does. The best thing to do is just walk away. Only in extreme situations where I feel that my life is in danger will I react and I will react to defend myself.so thankful you are safe...continued prayers
I guess she had issues with me for some reason although she doesn't know me at all. It's not good to judge by appearance and make assumptions.I had a bad experience yesterday. I had taken a Lyft to go back home after visiting my son. It was cold and I was wearing my long coat. So the Lyft arrives and the first thing I notice is that the windows were down maybe four or five inches before I even got into the car.. I thought that was strange because it was cold. It was a young female driver. So I get in the car and try to be friendly but she was acting unfriendly. There was just that negative vibe I was getting from her but I continued to try to be friendly. We arrive at my home and I say thank you and stay safe. I got out of the car and before I could close the door, she turned around holding a can of Lysol and sprayed it on the exact place where I had been sitting. I closed the door and walked away saying out loud, how rude. I've never had a Lyft driver act that way. I think I know why she was acting that way. I've encountered some other people who acted the same way not with a can of Lysol but not being friendly and giving me dirty looks. The important thing is to keep a cool head and not react or make a scene. I'm an easy going person but not everybody is like that and a situation can get out of hand and even turn violent if someone says or does something to offend another person. I've seen it happen over the smallest of things. I try to avoid confrontations even if I am offended by what someone says or does. The best thing to do is just walk away. Only in extreme situations where I feel that my life is in danger will I react and I will react to defend myself.so thankful you are safe...continued prayers
Thanks for the prayers.
I had a bad experience yesterday. I had taken a Lyft to go back home after visiting my son. It was cold and I was wearing my long coat. So the Lyft arrives and the first thing I notice is that the windows were down maybe four or five inches before I even got into the car.. I thought that was strange because it was cold. It was a young female driver. So I get in the car and try to be friendly but she was acting unfriendly. There was just that negative vibe I was getting from her but I continued to try to be friendly. We arrive at my home and I say thank you and stay safe. I got out of the car and before I could close the door, she turned around holding a can of Lysol and sprayed it on the exact place where I had been sitting. I closed the door and walked away saying out loud, how rude. I've never had a Lyft driver act that way. I think I know why she was acting that way. I've encountered some other people who acted the same way not with a can of Lysol but not being friendly and giving me dirty looks. The important thing is to keep a cool head and not react or make a scene. I'm an easy going person but not everybody is like that and a situation can get out of hand and even turn violent if someone says or does something to offend another person. I've seen it happen over the smallest of things. I try to avoid confrontations even if I am offended by what someone says or does. The best thing to do is just walk away. Only in extreme situations where I feel that my life is in danger will I react and I will react to defend myself.I am really happy that you are safe going to have faith I understand how it feels to feel very offended I would do the same thing is walk away.. wish you all the best and you stay and well and stay healthy.
patrick jane
I am really happy that you are safe going to have faith I understand how it feels to feel very offended I would do the same thing is walk away.. wish you all the best and you stay and well and stay healthy.Thank you. I appreciate that.
I've been crying for a few days. My heart is so broken. For more than one reason. But this too shall pass.
The main reason is that my oldest son got a puppy about a year ago and I became very attached to him like he was my own dog. Then my oldest son had to move and the place he's moving to doesn't allow pets. So he had to give up the dog. Although a family member agreed to take him, I was crushed. I couldn't take him because I'm only allowed one pet and I have a cat. I just worry about the effect this is going to have on Charlie, the dog. The separation anxiety, the feeling of abandonment etc. The problems adjusting to a new home. And will he be properly taken care of. Will he be safe. It's just heartbreaking.I've been crying for a few days. My heart is so broken. For more than one reason. But this too shall pass.
may I ask why you heart is so Broken?
Blade
I'm praying for little Charlie dear and you and your son.The main reason is that my oldest son got a puppy about a year ago and I became very attached to him like he was my own dog. Then my oldest son had to move and the place he's moving to doesn't allow pets. So he had to give up the dog. Although a family member agreed to take him, I was crushed. I couldn't take him because I'm only allowed one pet and I have a cat. I just worry about the effect this is going to have on Charlie, the dog. The separation anxiety, the feeling of abandonment etc. The problems adjusting to a new home. And will he be properly taken care of. Will he be safe. It's just heartbreaking.I've been crying for a few days. My heart is so broken. For more than one reason. But this too shall pass.
may I ask why you heart is so Broken?
Blade
Thank you so much PJ.I'm praying for little Charlie dear and you and your son.The main reason is that my oldest son got a puppy about a year ago and I became very attached to him like he was my own dog. Then my oldest son had to move and the place he's moving to doesn't allow pets. So he had to give up the dog. Although a family member agreed to take him, I was crushed. I couldn't take him because I'm only allowed one pet and I have a cat. I just worry about the effect this is going to have on Charlie, the dog. The separation anxiety, the feeling of abandonment etc. The problems adjusting to a new home. And will he be properly taken care of. Will he be safe. It's just heartbreaking.I've been crying for a few days. My heart is so broken. For more than one reason. But this too shall pass.
may I ask why you heart is so Broken?
Blade
My doctor went ballistic on me yesterday. I will not be bullied into doing something that I don't want to do. Period.good for you...I tried to wear a mask and had what was called a near anaphylaxis reaction...my dr. responded, you should wear a mask no matter, but I understand! Seriously, go ahead and have an anaphylaxis reaction it is better than not wearing a mask...guess who blew off the Dr. advice? lol
Case closed.
I've already been pumped full of chemo poison and had radiation directed over my heart and lung. Now I'm supposed to play russian roulette with a vaccine. Enough is enough.
My heart goes out to you. I can't imagine how hard that is for you. So his attitude was that you should wear a mask no matter if it caused anaphylaxis reaction. That's life threatening. That doctor has no business being a doctor. You do what is best for you and you did.My doctor went ballistic on me yesterday. I will not be bullied into doing something that I don't want to do. Period.good for you...I tried to wear a mask and had what was called a near anaphylaxis reaction...my dr. responded, you should wear a mask no matter, but I understand! Seriously, go ahead and have an anaphylaxis reaction it is better than not wearing a mask...guess who blew off the Dr. advice? lol
Case closed.
I've already been pumped full of chemo poison and had radiation directed over my heart and lung. Now I'm supposed to play russian roulette with a vaccine. Enough is enough.
Because of Dr.s that didn't listen (yes the pulmonary Dr. confirms this) I can't go anywhere without risking my health...literally. I haven't been in a story for years because of what they did to me....my husband refuses to go to the Dr. because he watched what they did to me by not listening when I told them things were getting worse....now they have a friend of mine on the same med...all I can do is warn her, pray, and advised her how we kept off of it the last time I was in the hospital.My heart goes out to you. I can't imagine how hard that is for you. So his attitude was that you should wear a mask no matter if it caused anaphylaxis reaction. That's life threatening. That doctor has no business being a doctor. You do what is best for you and you did.My doctor went ballistic on me yesterday. I will not be bullied into doing something that I don't want to do. Period.good for you...I tried to wear a mask and had what was called a near anaphylaxis reaction...my dr. responded, you should wear a mask no matter, but I understand! Seriously, go ahead and have an anaphylaxis reaction it is better than not wearing a mask...guess who blew off the Dr. advice? lol
Case closed.
I've already been pumped full of chemo poison and had radiation directed over my heart and lung. Now I'm supposed to play russian roulette with a vaccine. Enough is enough.
My doctor also said to me amid his tirade and he got loud and argumentative, that I wouldn't be able to attend parties with people who have been vaccinated. I said that's fine, I don't go to parties. As if I'm worrying about not attending parties. That's what he thinks I'm worried about? That was what he thought would persuade me? He asked if I had anxiety about Covid. I said no, that's not what I have anxiety about. I have anxiety about other things which I didn't mention. He wouldn't understand anyway. And I don't respond very well to bully tactics.
Because of the fact that my doctor is becoming more confrontational, I'm considering video doctor visits/face chat or zoom or whatever they use instead of in person. My oldest son has done that so I don't see why I can't do the same thing.Because of Dr.s that didn't listen (yes the pulmonary Dr. confirms this) I can't go anywhere without risking my health...literally. I haven't been in a story for years because of what they did to me....my husband refuses to go to the Dr. because he watched what they did to me by not listening when I told them things were getting worse....now they have a friend of mine on the same med...all I can do is warn her, pray, and advised her how we kept off of it the last time I was in the hospital.My heart goes out to you. I can't imagine how hard that is for you. So his attitude was that you should wear a mask no matter if it caused anaphylaxis reaction. That's life threatening. That doctor has no business being a doctor. You do what is best for you and you did.My doctor went ballistic on me yesterday. I will not be bullied into doing something that I don't want to do. Period.good for you...I tried to wear a mask and had what was called a near anaphylaxis reaction...my dr. responded, you should wear a mask no matter, but I understand! Seriously, go ahead and have an anaphylaxis reaction it is better than not wearing a mask...guess who blew off the Dr. advice? lol
Case closed.
I've already been pumped full of chemo poison and had radiation directed over my heart and lung. Now I'm supposed to play russian roulette with a vaccine. Enough is enough.
My doctor also said to me amid his tirade and he got loud and argumentative, that I wouldn't be able to attend parties with people who have been vaccinated. I said that's fine, I don't go to parties. As if I'm worrying about not attending parties. That's what he thinks I'm worried about? That was what he thought would persuade me? He asked if I had anxiety about Covid. I said no, that's not what I have anxiety about. I have anxiety about other things which I didn't mention. He wouldn't understand anyway. And I don't respond very well to bully tactics.
In the hospital the last time, they wanted to put me back on it, we tried to explain and they ignored what we said, finally I said, "You took an oath to do no harm"...that is all it took, suddenly I didn't need that med again, another would do fine...oh and a procedure they wanted to do was no longer necessary, funny how that works...stay strong!
For a year now, I have been doing "tele" dr. visits, our doc now is insisting on a office visit and my husband said he would go to bat with me over this because of the chemical reactions I have to all the chemicals they use for covid. The last time I was in the office, my BP spiked because I got chemicals on my hand from touching something that had been wiped down...antihistamine brought it back down...she still freaks and all but accuses me of lying about what caused it. So I welcome my husband's stepping in and saying, "NO MORE"Because of the fact that my doctor is becoming more confrontational, I'm considering video doctor visits/face chat or zoom or whatever they use instead of in person. My oldest son has done that so I don't see why I can't do the same thing.Because of Dr.s that didn't listen (yes the pulmonary Dr. confirms this) I can't go anywhere without risking my health...literally. I haven't been in a story for years because of what they did to me....my husband refuses to go to the Dr. because he watched what they did to me by not listening when I told them things were getting worse....now they have a friend of mine on the same med...all I can do is warn her, pray, and advised her how we kept off of it the last time I was in the hospital.My heart goes out to you. I can't imagine how hard that is for you. So his attitude was that you should wear a mask no matter if it caused anaphylaxis reaction. That's life threatening. That doctor has no business being a doctor. You do what is best for you and you did.My doctor went ballistic on me yesterday. I will not be bullied into doing something that I don't want to do. Period.good for you...I tried to wear a mask and had what was called a near anaphylaxis reaction...my dr. responded, you should wear a mask no matter, but I understand! Seriously, go ahead and have an anaphylaxis reaction it is better than not wearing a mask...guess who blew off the Dr. advice? lol
Case closed.
I've already been pumped full of chemo poison and had radiation directed over my heart and lung. Now I'm supposed to play russian roulette with a vaccine. Enough is enough.
My doctor also said to me amid his tirade and he got loud and argumentative, that I wouldn't be able to attend parties with people who have been vaccinated. I said that's fine, I don't go to parties. As if I'm worrying about not attending parties. That's what he thinks I'm worried about? That was what he thought would persuade me? He asked if I had anxiety about Covid. I said no, that's not what I have anxiety about. I have anxiety about other things which I didn't mention. He wouldn't understand anyway. And I don't respond very well to bully tactics.
In the hospital the last time, they wanted to put me back on it, we tried to explain and they ignored what we said, finally I said, "You took an oath to do no harm"...that is all it took, suddenly I didn't need that med again, another would do fine...oh and a procedure they wanted to do was no longer necessary, funny how that works...stay strong!
I order a lot of things from Walmart online. Walmart at least here will deliver perishables too through the grocery section
I heard that doctors are well compensated for prescribing certain drugs to patients by the makers or sellers of those drugs, those companies. I don't know if this is true but I'm inclined to believe it. I heard a story about a six year old girl who was prescribed an antidepressant that caused suicidal tendencies and she hung herself.. I can't remember the name of the drug but it was one by Pfizer who had a fake company take the fall for it when they were sued. Many veterans are prescribed drugs that cause suicidal tendencies. That worsens their already present thoughts about suicide and many of them suffer from PTSD.
It's good that you have such a loving and supportive husband. :)For a year now, I have been doing "tele" dr. visits, our doc now is insisting on a office visit and my husband said he would go to bat with me over this because of the chemical reactions I have to all the chemicals they use for covid. The last time I was in the office, my BP spiked because I got chemicals on my hand from touching something that had been wiped down...antihistamine brought it back down...she still freaks and all but accuses me of lying about what caused it. So I welcome my husband's stepping in and saying, "NO MORE"Because of the fact that my doctor is becoming more confrontational, I'm considering video doctor visits/face chat or zoom or whatever they use instead of in person. My oldest son has done that so I don't see why I can't do the same thing.Because of Dr.s that didn't listen (yes the pulmonary Dr. confirms this) I can't go anywhere without risking my health...literally. I haven't been in a story for years because of what they did to me....my husband refuses to go to the Dr. because he watched what they did to me by not listening when I told them things were getting worse....now they have a friend of mine on the same med...all I can do is warn her, pray, and advised her how we kept off of it the last time I was in the hospital.My heart goes out to you. I can't imagine how hard that is for you. So his attitude was that you should wear a mask no matter if it caused anaphylaxis reaction. That's life threatening. That doctor has no business being a doctor. You do what is best for you and you did.My doctor went ballistic on me yesterday. I will not be bullied into doing something that I don't want to do. Period.good for you...I tried to wear a mask and had what was called a near anaphylaxis reaction...my dr. responded, you should wear a mask no matter, but I understand! Seriously, go ahead and have an anaphylaxis reaction it is better than not wearing a mask...guess who blew off the Dr. advice? lol
Case closed.
I've already been pumped full of chemo poison and had radiation directed over my heart and lung. Now I'm supposed to play russian roulette with a vaccine. Enough is enough.
My doctor also said to me amid his tirade and he got loud and argumentative, that I wouldn't be able to attend parties with people who have been vaccinated. I said that's fine, I don't go to parties. As if I'm worrying about not attending parties. That's what he thinks I'm worried about? That was what he thought would persuade me? He asked if I had anxiety about Covid. I said no, that's not what I have anxiety about. I have anxiety about other things which I didn't mention. He wouldn't understand anyway. And I don't respond very well to bully tactics.
In the hospital the last time, they wanted to put me back on it, we tried to explain and they ignored what we said, finally I said, "You took an oath to do no harm"...that is all it took, suddenly I didn't need that med again, another would do fine...oh and a procedure they wanted to do was no longer necessary, funny how that works...stay strong!
I order a lot of things from Walmart online. Walmart at least here will deliver perishables too through the grocery section
I heard that doctors are well compensated for prescribing certain drugs to patients by the makers or sellers of those drugs, those companies. I don't know if this is true but I'm inclined to believe it. I heard a story about a six year old girl who was prescribed an antidepressant that caused suicidal tendencies and she hung herself.. I can't remember the name of the drug but it was one by Pfizer who had a fake company take the fall for it when they were sued. Many veterans are prescribed drugs that cause suicidal tendencies. That worsens their already present thoughts about suicide and many of them suffer from PTSD.
We have a young friend they put on antidepressants like the one you were talking about...she drove to a hospital and shot herself in the parking lot and even the dr.s all said it was med induced suicide attempt...it is so out of control!!!! Anything I can treat at home I will anything I can't will go untreated or will closely be scrutinized by what the drs want to do anymore.
I talked to my friend last night, well technically I listened to her vent but she just had a dr. appointment for an ongoing problem, instead of addressing the problem, (could be very serious) the Dr. ignored the problem to push for her to get the vaccination...her refusal left her without help for her problem. I am giving her the best knowledge I have gained from herbs because something has to happen but I fear it isn't enough so much prayer that God will show us some answers even if it is a different Dr. but I don't know if that will help, from what I gather, all the dr.s are going this direction.It's good that you have such a loving and supportive husband. :)For a year now, I have been doing "tele" dr. visits, our doc now is insisting on a office visit and my husband said he would go to bat with me over this because of the chemical reactions I have to all the chemicals they use for covid. The last time I was in the office, my BP spiked because I got chemicals on my hand from touching something that had been wiped down...antihistamine brought it back down...she still freaks and all but accuses me of lying about what caused it. So I welcome my husband's stepping in and saying, "NO MORE"Because of the fact that my doctor is becoming more confrontational, I'm considering video doctor visits/face chat or zoom or whatever they use instead of in person. My oldest son has done that so I don't see why I can't do the same thing.Because of Dr.s that didn't listen (yes the pulmonary Dr. confirms this) I can't go anywhere without risking my health...literally. I haven't been in a story for years because of what they did to me....my husband refuses to go to the Dr. because he watched what they did to me by not listening when I told them things were getting worse....now they have a friend of mine on the same med...all I can do is warn her, pray, and advised her how we kept off of it the last time I was in the hospital.My heart goes out to you. I can't imagine how hard that is for you. So his attitude was that you should wear a mask no matter if it caused anaphylaxis reaction. That's life threatening. That doctor has no business being a doctor. You do what is best for you and you did.My doctor went ballistic on me yesterday. I will not be bullied into doing something that I don't want to do. Period.good for you...I tried to wear a mask and had what was called a near anaphylaxis reaction...my dr. responded, you should wear a mask no matter, but I understand! Seriously, go ahead and have an anaphylaxis reaction it is better than not wearing a mask...guess who blew off the Dr. advice? lol
Case closed.
I've already been pumped full of chemo poison and had radiation directed over my heart and lung. Now I'm supposed to play russian roulette with a vaccine. Enough is enough.
My doctor also said to me amid his tirade and he got loud and argumentative, that I wouldn't be able to attend parties with people who have been vaccinated. I said that's fine, I don't go to parties. As if I'm worrying about not attending parties. That's what he thinks I'm worried about? That was what he thought would persuade me? He asked if I had anxiety about Covid. I said no, that's not what I have anxiety about. I have anxiety about other things which I didn't mention. He wouldn't understand anyway. And I don't respond very well to bully tactics.
In the hospital the last time, they wanted to put me back on it, we tried to explain and they ignored what we said, finally I said, "You took an oath to do no harm"...that is all it took, suddenly I didn't need that med again, another would do fine...oh and a procedure they wanted to do was no longer necessary, funny how that works...stay strong!
I order a lot of things from Walmart online. Walmart at least here will deliver perishables too through the grocery section
I heard that doctors are well compensated for prescribing certain drugs to patients by the makers or sellers of those drugs, those companies. I don't know if this is true but I'm inclined to believe it. I heard a story about a six year old girl who was prescribed an antidepressant that caused suicidal tendencies and she hung herself.. I can't remember the name of the drug but it was one by Pfizer who had a fake company take the fall for it when they were sued. Many veterans are prescribed drugs that cause suicidal tendencies. That worsens their already present thoughts about suicide and many of them suffer from PTSD.
We have a young friend they put on antidepressants like the one you were talking about...she drove to a hospital and shot herself in the parking lot and even the dr.s all said it was med induced suicide attempt...it is so out of control!!!! Anything I can treat at home I will anything I can't will go untreated or will closely be scrutinized by what the drs want to do anymore.
I still don't understand why my doctor went off on me that way. It was like he took it personally. He has always listened to me and respected my wishes but for some reason he just lost it when I said that I didn't want to take the Covid shot. That wasn't the first time he has asked me about it. I have explained why I didn't want to take it several times. It wasn't like him to react that way. I wonder if he is under pressure to get his patients vaccinated and if that affects his practice in some way.
Sorry to hear about your friend. Those drugs are especially hard on young children and teenagers.
I talked to my friend last night, well technically I listened to her vent but she just had a dr. appointment for an ongoing problem, instead of addressing the problem, (could be very serious) the Dr. ignored the problem to push for her to get the vaccination...her refusal left her without help for her problem. I am giving her the best knowledge I have gained from herbs because something has to happen but I fear it isn't enough so much prayer that God will show us some answers even if it is a different Dr. but I don't know if that will help, from what I gather, all the dr.s are going this direction.It's good that you have such a loving and supportive husband. :)For a year now, I have been doing "tele" dr. visits, our doc now is insisting on a office visit and my husband said he would go to bat with me over this because of the chemical reactions I have to all the chemicals they use for covid. The last time I was in the office, my BP spiked because I got chemicals on my hand from touching something that had been wiped down...antihistamine brought it back down...she still freaks and all but accuses me of lying about what caused it. So I welcome my husband's stepping in and saying, "NO MORE"Because of the fact that my doctor is becoming more confrontational, I'm considering video doctor visits/face chat or zoom or whatever they use instead of in person. My oldest son has done that so I don't see why I can't do the same thing.Because of Dr.s that didn't listen (yes the pulmonary Dr. confirms this) I can't go anywhere without risking my health...literally. I haven't been in a story for years because of what they did to me....my husband refuses to go to the Dr. because he watched what they did to me by not listening when I told them things were getting worse....now they have a friend of mine on the same med...all I can do is warn her, pray, and advised her how we kept off of it the last time I was in the hospital.My heart goes out to you. I can't imagine how hard that is for you. So his attitude was that you should wear a mask no matter if it caused anaphylaxis reaction. That's life threatening. That doctor has no business being a doctor. You do what is best for you and you did.My doctor went ballistic on me yesterday. I will not be bullied into doing something that I don't want to do. Period.good for you...I tried to wear a mask and had what was called a near anaphylaxis reaction...my dr. responded, you should wear a mask no matter, but I understand! Seriously, go ahead and have an anaphylaxis reaction it is better than not wearing a mask...guess who blew off the Dr. advice? lol
Case closed.
I've already been pumped full of chemo poison and had radiation directed over my heart and lung. Now I'm supposed to play russian roulette with a vaccine. Enough is enough.
My doctor also said to me amid his tirade and he got loud and argumentative, that I wouldn't be able to attend parties with people who have been vaccinated. I said that's fine, I don't go to parties. As if I'm worrying about not attending parties. That's what he thinks I'm worried about? That was what he thought would persuade me? He asked if I had anxiety about Covid. I said no, that's not what I have anxiety about. I have anxiety about other things which I didn't mention. He wouldn't understand anyway. And I don't respond very well to bully tactics.
In the hospital the last time, they wanted to put me back on it, we tried to explain and they ignored what we said, finally I said, "You took an oath to do no harm"...that is all it took, suddenly I didn't need that med again, another would do fine...oh and a procedure they wanted to do was no longer necessary, funny how that works...stay strong!
I order a lot of things from Walmart online. Walmart at least here will deliver perishables too through the grocery section
I heard that doctors are well compensated for prescribing certain drugs to patients by the makers or sellers of those drugs, those companies. I don't know if this is true but I'm inclined to believe it. I heard a story about a six year old girl who was prescribed an antidepressant that caused suicidal tendencies and she hung herself.. I can't remember the name of the drug but it was one by Pfizer who had a fake company take the fall for it when they were sued. Many veterans are prescribed drugs that cause suicidal tendencies. That worsens their already present thoughts about suicide and many of them suffer from PTSD.
We have a young friend they put on antidepressants like the one you were talking about...she drove to a hospital and shot herself in the parking lot and even the dr.s all said it was med induced suicide attempt...it is so out of control!!!! Anything I can treat at home I will anything I can't will go untreated or will closely be scrutinized by what the drs want to do anymore.
I still don't understand why my doctor went off on me that way. It was like he took it personally. He has always listened to me and respected my wishes but for some reason he just lost it when I said that I didn't want to take the Covid shot. That wasn't the first time he has asked me about it. I have explained why I didn't want to take it several times. It wasn't like him to react that way. I wonder if he is under pressure to get his patients vaccinated and if that affects his practice in some way.
Sorry to hear about your friend. Those drugs are especially hard on young children and teenagers.
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2 questions aside from changing the subject. We have many members but their post are almost non-existant. Is this caused by the Covid-19 or Apathy?
The other question; Is there something we can to do promote their becoming active which would result in more post, etc.?
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2 questions aside from changing the subject. We have many members but their post are almost non-existant. Is this caused by the Covid-19 or Apathy?
The other question; Is there something we can to do promote their becoming active which would result in more post, etc.?
Blade
Having been in the Medical field, I guess I just don't understand how the Dr.s and Medical personnel think these days. They keep pushing this vaccine like it is going to keep you from getting it, yet the exact reverse is true. A News story circulated about a nursing home employee had Covid-19 and gave it to all the vaccinated residents.So many doctors are acting like tyrants with this EXPERIMENTAL Covid vaccine trying to force people to take it and trying to scare them. I'm not a lab rat and I'm too old to be scared anymore.
Are the they so arrogant these days they forget GOD gives them any healing knowledge they might have.
Only the Lord can keep you from getting Covid-19.Exactly.
The lastest I have heard on the vaccine is that they are just now testing it on fetus, newborns, women who just had babies, etc.They are such fearmongers. How many people have died from the flu? Why is it that we don't hear much about the flu deaths anymore? When those numbers are added up, it would be more than those who supposedly died of Covid.
That men are reporting impotency and low sperm count
and that 1/2 of Dr. in the US won't take it or push it because of the research they have seen.
It would be pretty scary without God...glad you stuck to your guns. I myself am having health issues again (well recurring flare ups) and I refuse to go to the Dr. again because I am too tired of fighting all the chemicals, lack of listening, etc.
Yeah, I head that one too.
I could die from it but I talked to my husband, mother and youngest and they all get why I am making the decision I am and not a one of them is arguing about it. My son said, I would like you around a while longer, but I get it. He then talked about how bad medical care really is and how they took my life from me already, why give them more.
I am honestly still afraid to say anything at all because no matter what I say someone reads evil into it, but here it goes...we have peaches! First time our peach tree has peaches on it. The apple isn't doing well, but we are praying for our apple trees since one is so special to us, but, we have peaches!I smell peach cobbler yum yum. :)
A few more days till they are ripe, but when we make it feel free to come over and join us.I wish. ;D
Been a rough day here. Not physically mind you, but more in the way of frustrations. I thought I had an appointment but got there to find out I didn't. Later the Doctor calls and apologizes for accidentally double-booking and making the decision I was in better shape and could wait till Monday but forgetting to call or text to tell me. The upside is the Lord blessed me with being in decent health to be able to be delayed.May you have peace in the midst of your storm as you keep your eyes firmly on Him
Then my wife gets a call and they have decided to do a procedure on her right lung to help it get kick-started again after her heart surgery. She has been emotional as it was, today was even more so.
On top of that, I had a priest friend that is also a published author review my rough draft of my preface and first chapter for help and critique. Ugh, it was so bad almost made me walk away.
Lastly, I told what I assumed would be a supportive friend that I will be ordained in a reformed catholic church in Sept and immediately was lectured on all the evils of Catholics and how they are not even Christian. No questions are discussed and they ended it by saying never talk to me again as long as I am a stan worshiper. Wow just wow. Even though my doctorate and my education are squarely from the protestant side of Christianity and my viewpoints while moderate to liberal, I did not think it warranted that reaction.
I guess this is my day to be tested more than normal to see how I react. So far I think I am dealing but dang.
Been a rough day here. Not physically mind you, but more in the way of frustrations. I thought I had an appointment but got there to find out I didn't. Later the Doctor calls and apologizes for accidentally double-booking and making the decision I was in better shape and could wait till Monday but forgetting to call or text to tell me. The upside is the Lord blessed me with being in decent health to be able to be delayed.
Then my wife gets a call and they have decided to do a procedure on her right lung to help it get kick-started again after her heart surgery. She has been emotional as it was, today was even more so.
On top of that, I had a priest friend that is also a published author review my rough draft of my preface and first chapter for help and critique. Ugh, it was so bad almost made me walk away.
Lastly, I told what I assumed would be a supportive friend that I will be ordained in a reformed catholic church in Sept and immediately was lectured on all the evils of Catholics and how they are not even Christian. No questions are discussed and they ended it by saying never talk to me again as long as I am a Satan worshiper. Wow just wow. Even though my doctorate and my education are squarely from the protestant side of Christianity and my viewpoints while moderate to liberal, I did not think it warranted that reaction. Even more so since this reformed Catholic Church is more like the Church this person attends.
I guess this is my day to be tested more than normal to see how I react. So far I think I am dealing but dang.
Brian harvested about 30 cattails yesterday and I stripped them...I have a nice blister from trying to put holes in the foamboard we are using to dry them and though I was too weak to do much, we got it done along with 7 quarts of potato soup canned...yeahmy wife canned potatoes earlier this year...but so far, the garden is providing very little to date....This seems to be true for the whole area of Middle TN.
yeah, we got stuff in the ground late so very little produce so far but there is still time.I wish I could have a garden but there's no place for that here. I have had gardens in the past.
Where we lived before this we had no place for garden...we eventually got this place (miracle home) and have a place for a garden and I can't get out and work in it...argh...oh well, God's wisdomI was living in a housing project once and I planted potatoes. That was a pretty good crop of potatoes. I was surprised. :)
Where we lived before this, we didn't have enough sun to grow grass. But we did grow some pretty cool kids even if they are running right now. :DWhere are they running to? :D
They are running from God, and sometimes themselves and those that Love them most on this earth.Where we lived before this, we didn't have enough sun to grow grass. But we did grow some pretty cool kids even if they are running right now. :DWhere are they running to? :D
Oh okay. Well, my kids know they can't run from me. :DThey are running from God, and sometimes themselves and those that Love them most on this earth.Where we lived before this, we didn't have enough sun to grow grass. But we did grow some pretty cool kids even if they are running right now. :DWhere are they running to? :D
My kids try but they don't get very far...they need someone to blame, they try blaming me but they know better.Yeah, I don't play that. They know it too.
Some of my kids come right out and confess they are made at God.Well, I've been mad at God before. But not for long. I love Him too much. :)
I've been watching a lot of near death experiences videos. The ones that I find the most interesting and amazing really are the ones that atheists have, or should I say former atheist because after having that experience, they are no longer atheist.
Blade, hey LaShonda found out how to delete that big thread for the post count. It's gone, thank goodness.
Hello all, I'm just posting what's on my mind here to raise the post count and to strike up some good chats. How are you? How is your life, you goals, dreams, visions, plans?Good morning...we are in Ohio but you were close. I went to college for a couple of years in IN and I have a sister that lives there now. It is raining here all week which is not helping us get things ready for winter...argh. We are trying to get 100 lavender plants in the ground not to mention some roses...a green house built, and some other odd jobs so we are prepared for winter. We harvested cattails already but soon we will have more harvesting to do and add on to put together so that we can sell stuff with the goal of self supporting missions. Brian's new schedule allows him to do on line teaching on Mon. so we are getting that started as well. Too much to do, not enough time to get it done and last night our son (who still lives with us) hurt his shoulder at work....lol more lessons in learning to truth God in all that we do and say.
Do you have a routine everyday? Is it really hot where you are? Lori, Brian and you are in Indiana right?
Have a good day.
Well, I fell in the house a few weeks ago and **** a rib so it's very painful to breath, cough, sleep and move but it's getting better slowly. There's nothing they can do except wrap you. I have a gate in my doorway to keep one cat from coming in my room/office, but my cat jumps over it with no trouble, it's good exercise for her, lol. The other cat won't jump over, so at night I was headed to the bathroom and caught my foot on the gate and fell.Hello all, I'm just posting what's on my mind here to raise the post count and to strike up some good chats. How are you? How is your life, you goals, dreams, visions, plans?Good morning...we are in Ohio but you were close. I went to college for a couple of years in IN and I have a sister that lives there now. It is raining here all week which is not helping us get things ready for winter...argh. We are trying to get 100 lavender plants in the ground not to mention some roses...a green house built, and some other odd jobs so we are prepared for winter. We harvested cattails already but soon we will have more harvesting to do and add on to put together so that we can sell stuff with the goal of self supporting missions. Brian's new schedule allows him to do on line teaching on Mon. so we are getting that started as well. Too much to do, not enough time to get it done and last night our son (who still lives with us) hurt his shoulder at work....lol more lessons in learning to truth God in all that we do and say.
Do you have a routine everyday? Is it really hot where you are? Lori, Brian and you are in Indiana right?
Have a good day.
How about you?
Ouch! I hurt just thinking about it....our cat is outdoors but the dog is another story. He is a Bernese Mountain Dog I guess you would say he is a rescue though that is a different story. Sweet dog but Bernese are fond of pushing on people to get attention. The problem with Bear is that he doesn't think anything about pushing on people but he wouldn't push open a darn door if the house was burning down around him, lol he would just sit there and cry till you opened the door and waited for him to go through it....Well, I fell in the house a few weeks ago and **** a rib so it's very painful to breath, cough, sleep and move but it's getting better slowly. There's nothing they can do except wrap you. I have a gate in my doorway to keep one cat from coming in my room/office, but my cat jumps over it with no trouble, it's good exercise for her, lol. The other cat won't jump over, so at night I was headed to the bathroom and caught my foot on the gate and fell.Hello all, I'm just posting what's on my mind here to raise the post count and to strike up some good chats. How are you? How is your life, you goals, dreams, visions, plans?Good morning...we are in Ohio but you were close. I went to college for a couple of years in IN and I have a sister that lives there now. It is raining here all week which is not helping us get things ready for winter...argh. We are trying to get 100 lavender plants in the ground not to mention some roses...a green house built, and some other odd jobs so we are prepared for winter. We harvested cattails already but soon we will have more harvesting to do and add on to put together so that we can sell stuff with the goal of self supporting missions. Brian's new schedule allows him to do on line teaching on Mon. so we are getting that started as well. Too much to do, not enough time to get it done and last night our son (who still lives with us) hurt his shoulder at work....lol more lessons in learning to truth God in all that we do and say.
Do you have a routine everyday? Is it really hot where you are? Lori, Brian and you are in Indiana right?
Have a good day.
How about you?
Good deal for Brian, and what are cat tails for? Can you eat them? Sounds like y'all stay real busy there so that's good. I hope your son heals quickly.
Ouch! I hurt just thinking about it....our cat is outdoors but the dog is another story. He is a Bernese Mountain Dog I guess you would say he is a rescue though that is a different story. Sweet dog but Bernese are fond of pushing on people to get attention. The problem with Bear is that he doesn't think anything about pushing on people but he wouldn't push open a darn door if the house was burning down around him, lol he would just sit there and cry till you opened the door and waited for him to go through it....Well, I fell in the house a few weeks ago and **** a rib so it's very painful to breath, cough, sleep and move but it's getting better slowly. There's nothing they can do except wrap you. I have a gate in my doorway to keep one cat from coming in my room/office, but my cat jumps over it with no trouble, it's good exercise for her, lol. The other cat won't jump over, so at night I was headed to the bathroom and caught my foot on the gate and fell.Hello all, I'm just posting what's on my mind here to raise the post count and to strike up some good chats. How are you? How is your life, you goals, dreams, visions, plans?Good morning...we are in Ohio but you were close. I went to college for a couple of years in IN and I have a sister that lives there now. It is raining here all week which is not helping us get things ready for winter...argh. We are trying to get 100 lavender plants in the ground not to mention some roses...a green house built, and some other odd jobs so we are prepared for winter. We harvested cattails already but soon we will have more harvesting to do and add on to put together so that we can sell stuff with the goal of self supporting missions. Brian's new schedule allows him to do on line teaching on Mon. so we are getting that started as well. Too much to do, not enough time to get it done and last night our son (who still lives with us) hurt his shoulder at work....lol more lessons in learning to truth God in all that we do and say.
Do you have a routine everyday? Is it really hot where you are? Lori, Brian and you are in Indiana right?
Have a good day.
How about you?
Good deal for Brian, and what are cat tails for? Can you eat them? Sounds like y'all stay real busy there so that's good. I hope your son heals quickly.
These cattail we are going to use in arrangements for fall and sell to florists for the same. You can eat them. They say that if you find cattails you will find everything you need to survive. They can be used as batting for warmth, we plan on making temporary (till lumber prices come down) roof for the porch. They can be used as medicine and the slimy stuff (when you strip outer leaves off) is good for cuts, etc. WE have a swamp in the back of the house and Brain estimates there is about 1/4 acre of cat tails. We started out looking into growing and selling cut flowers but are slowly moving toward more herbs for when everything falls apart. In fact, I am getting ready to help Brian plant some flowers that since says is 94:5 percent effective at repelling mosquitoes. The idea is mosquito repellant bouquets for like a picnic table or something like that...this plant also has healing qualities.
Hey Blade, slow down sir, you work too hard and too much. Life is passing you by while you're working, hahaha just kidding brother, it keeps you young I believe. I hope you are doing well in TN and that title I gave as House Manager was just a silly joke. I knew I could remove it when you noticed, I thought it was pretty funny myself. :D ;DBlade never sees my posts, oh well.
Blade is a very busy man, no time for idle chit chat. ;)Hey Blade, slow down sir, you work too hard and too much. Life is passing you by while you're working, hahaha just kidding brother, it keeps you young I believe. I hope you are doing well in TN and that title I gave as House Manager was just a silly joke. I knew I could remove it when you noticed, I thought it was pretty funny myself. :D ;DBlade never sees my posts, oh well.
I'm so sick and tired of people telling me if I don't get the Covid shot i won't be able to breathe. What do they think happens with things like congestive heart failure. I know what happens. I saw it happen to my husband and daughter.It's on my mind but nobody is pressuring me . . . . Yet. I think all of the people who got the shots and will get more as "booster" will want and expect every single human on earth to take the same crap they did. It's a mentality of "if I had to take them I want everyone else to also." We will be guilted, shamed, pressured and the forced to get the shots.
Whatever happened to my body my choice. ::)
Doesn't your doctor pressure you?I'm so sick and tired of people telling me if I don't get the Covid shot i won't be able to breathe. What do they think happens with things like congestive heart failure. I know what happens. I saw it happen to my husband and daughter.It's on my mind but nobody is pressuring me . . . . Yet. I think all of the people who got the shots and will get more as "booster" will want and expect every single human on earth to take the same crap they did. It's a mentality of "if I had to take them I want everyone else to also." We will be guilted, shamed, pressured and the forced to get the shots.
Whatever happened to my body my choice. ::)
My doctor started wanting to charge me for blood work since I am on Medicare now. I was on Medicaid before and they were free, so I stopped going. The last time I was there I told her I won't get the shots. She didn't pressure me one bit, but that was 10 months ago.Doesn't your doctor pressure you?I'm so sick and tired of people telling me if I don't get the Covid shot i won't be able to breathe. What do they think happens with things like congestive heart failure. I know what happens. I saw it happen to my husband and daughter.It's on my mind but nobody is pressuring me . . . . Yet. I think all of the people who got the shots and will get more as "booster" will want and expect every single human on earth to take the same crap they did. It's a mentality of "if I had to take them I want everyone else to also." We will be guilted, shamed, pressured and the forced to get the shots.
Whatever happened to my body my choice. ::)
My doctor told me after not being able to scare or force me to take it, don't come crying to me when you get Covid. My respect for him dropped.
Hello Busy BladeBlade is a very busy man, no time for idle chit chat. ;)Hey Blade, slow down sir, you work too hard and too much. Life is passing you by while you're working, hahaha just kidding brother, it keeps you young I believe. I hope you are doing well in TN and that title I gave as House Manager was just a silly joke. I knew I could remove it when you noticed, I thought it was pretty funny myself. :D ;DBlade never sees my posts, oh well.
I'm so sick and tired of people telling me if I don't get the Covid shot i won't be able to breathe. What do they think happens with things like congestive heart failure. I know what happens. I saw it happen to my husband and daughter.My niece just said she was worried she had Covid because she had a runny nose and a slight headache. Seriously? I have allergies so I have a runny nose often and as for a headache, I have migraines and sinus headaches often too. If I went to the ER every time I had a runny nose or a slight headache, I'd be there almost every day. People are overreacting.
Whatever happened to my body my choice. ::)
I am so over the covid nonsense...because of the "cleaning" protocol, I can't even go to the ER when my throat is swelling shut and threatening to take my life because the chemicals would only escalate the already dangerous situation...it's time to get over it! Sorry for the rant.I'm so sick and tired of people telling me if I don't get the Covid shot i won't be able to breathe. What do they think happens with things like congestive heart failure. I know what happens. I saw it happen to my husband and daughter.My niece just said she was worried she had Covid because she had a runny nose and a slight headache. Seriously? I have allergies so I have a runny nose often and as for a headache, I have migraines and sinus headaches often too. If I went to the ER every time I had a runny nose or a slight headache, I'd be there almost every day. People are overreacting.
Whatever happened to my body my choice. ::)
I agree. I'm so over it too.I am so over the covid nonsense...because of the "cleaning" protocol, I can't even go to the ER when my throat is swelling shut and threatening to take my life because the chemicals would only escalate the already dangerous situation...it's time to get over it! Sorry for the rant.I'm so sick and tired of people telling me if I don't get the Covid shot i won't be able to breathe. What do they think happens with things like congestive heart failure. I know what happens. I saw it happen to my husband and daughter.My niece just said she was worried she had Covid because she had a runny nose and a slight headache. Seriously? I have allergies so I have a runny nose often and as for a headache, I have migraines and sinus headaches often too. If I went to the ER every time I had a runny nose or a slight headache, I'd be there almost every day. People are overreacting.
Whatever happened to my body my choice. ::)
They're going to be putting me on Medicare in Feb. when I turn 65. I suppose it's going to be harder for me to pay for tests, doctor visits, prescriptions etc. It's already hard to pay for those things.My doctor started wanting to charge me for blood work since I am on Medicare now. I was on Medicaid before and they were free, so I stopped going. The last time I was there I told her I won't get the shots. She didn't pressure me one bit, but that was 10 months ago.Doesn't your doctor pressure you?I'm so sick and tired of people telling me if I don't get the Covid shot i won't be able to breathe. What do they think happens with things like congestive heart failure. I know what happens. I saw it happen to my husband and daughter.It's on my mind but nobody is pressuring me . . . . Yet. I think all of the people who got the shots and will get more as "booster" will want and expect every single human on earth to take the same crap they did. It's a mentality of "if I had to take them I want everyone else to also." We will be guilted, shamed, pressured and the forced to get the shots.
Whatever happened to my body my choice. ::)
My doctor told me after not being able to scare or force me to take it, don't come crying to me when you get Covid. My respect for him dropped.
When you have a Dr. that tells you you are too ignorant to know your own symptoms and then proceeds to tell your husband he is too ignorant to know my symptoms too, to be quiet and let him tell me my symptoms and what He is going do for them it's out of control to say the least. Of course this is the same Dr. who told me that my anaphylaxis hadn't killed me yet so don't worry about it.I know the feeling very well when doctors won't listen to you and take you seriously. My family doctor is now not taking me seriously. I'm having more and more problems with my feet, ankles, and toes swelling along with redness. They won't answer the phone so I sent him an email about a week ago explaining the swelling and redness. I haven't heard from him. When the swelling first started a while back, he prescribed lasix but that's not helping anymore. It's gradually gotten worse over time. Now I can only wear bedroom shoes.
He was a referral from the Dr. that put me on meds and refused to listen when it was making things worse which caused the severe MCS and the myofascial pain disease that I suffer with on a on stop basis. (and yes, another Dr. confirmed that was the cause.There are certain prescriptions that my doctor put me on but I don't take them because I know from past experience that those drugs make things worse and cause more problems for me.
Or the Dr. that told me I was fat and lazy and needed to cut back on what I was eating when I was literally eating 2-3 BITES of food a week. Oh the stories keep going...better to stop here...I've reached a limit that is for sure.When they can't figure out what the real problem is, they put the blame on you.
yikes, I went into the hospital for swelling...they wanted to do everything but deal with it, eventually they did deal with it and I lost 70 lbs of water...praying for you.
I know the feeling very well when doctors won't listen to you and take you seriously. My family doctor is now not taking me seriously. I'm having more and more problems with my feet, ankles, and toes swelling along with redness. They won't answer the phone so I sent him an email about a week ago explaining the swelling and redness. I haven't heard from him. When the swelling first started a while back, he prescribed lasix but that's not helping anymore. It's gradually gotten worse over time. Now I can only wear bedroom shoes.
the problems with this med are "hidden" and hard to find but as things got worse, I was able to dig enough to find them since I then knew what I was looking for. I read all that I could find but none of it confessed to how bad it was. When I was pregnant with our first child, I had a severe rash and itch, the Dr. gave me a prescription the warning said not to use if pregnant. I called the Dr. and asked him about it and he said, "I am the Dr. you will NOT question me"...I didn't use it. Duh
There are certain prescriptions that my doctor put me on but I don't take them because I know from past experience that those drugs make things worse and cause more problems for me.
The other one they love is that it's all in your head...or your just depressed...I still can't get anyone to even give me Tylenol (medical people) for my chronic non stop pain that often reaches 10 level, Of course when I was in the hospital they gave me morpheme for another procedure and it didn't touch the pain but they won't even talk about it. I watched a video on the ailment (which btw the only thing they will do is give me a name for it) and they say that the pain is about 10 times worse than typical muscle or joint pain. That is just the facts of what is involved...so no help controlling the pain, no help correcting the issue, their meds escalated it to this level and all they want to do is give me a name (which I already have since it is textbook) for the condition....I am not only tired of covid but beyond tired of Dr.s!!!!
When they can't figure out what the real problem is, they put the blame on you.
Blade doesn't see these posts anymore, he's too busy. ;D :DHello Busy BladeBlade is a very busy man, no time for idle chit chat. ;)Hey Blade, slow down sir, you work too hard and too much. Life is passing you by while you're working, hahaha just kidding brother, it keeps you young I believe. I hope you are doing well in TN and that title I gave as House Manager was just a silly joke. I knew I could remove it when you noticed, I thought it was pretty funny myself. :D ;DBlade never sees my posts, oh well.
yikes, I went into the hospital for swelling...they wanted to do everything but deal with it, eventually they did deal with it and I lost 70 lbs of water...praying for you.The pain and swelling was bad today and the redness is not going away. I bought some Epsom salt to soak my feet and see if that helps.
the problems with this med are "hidden" and hard to find but as things got worse, I was able to dig enough to find them since I then knew what I was looking for. I read all that I could find but none of it confessed to how bad it was. When I was pregnant with our first child, I had a severe rash and itch, the Dr. gave me a prescription the warning said not to use if pregnant. I called the Dr. and asked him about it and he said, "I am the Dr. you will NOT question me"...I didn't use it. DuhI understand. A doctor put me on a drug years ago that I knew nothing about. It caused problems for me. I looked up the side effects online and I was astonished to find out that drug caused suicidal tendencies. So I stopped taking it right away. The doctor of course didn't tell me that. He didn't warn me about the side effects. And I'd like to know, why in the world a doctor would prescribe a drug that caused suicidal tendencies in the first place.
The other one they love is that it's all in your head...or your just depressed...I know. That's why they wanted to put me on antidepressants. As if antidepressants cure cancer. ::) They just totally disregarded me. They wouldn't listen to a word I said.
I still can't get anyone to even give me Tylenol (medical people) for my chronic non stop pain that often reaches 10 level, Of course when I was in the hospital they gave me morpheme for another procedure and it didn't touch the pain but they won't even talk about it. I watched a video on the ailment (which btw the only thing they will do is give me a name for it) and they say that the pain is about 10 times worse than typical muscle or joint pain. That is just the facts of what is involved...so no help controlling the pain, no help correcting the issue, their meds escalated it to this level and all they want to do is give me a name (which I already have since it is textbook) for the condition....I am not only tired of covid but beyond tired of Dr.s!!!!Sorry you have to live with so much pain. So do I. There are some things that we just have to live with the best we can. Especially when doctors won't listen to us and take us seriously. Just so everyone understands, I know there are good doctors out there but they are few and far between. I thought I had found a good doctor but I was wrong. I'm referring to family doctors for the most part. The ones who see you on a regular basis.
May you be strengthened in both the flesh and in wisdom to know what God's will and purpose is and in that find relief and healing.
I see from my last post that this has been going on for about a month. I'm having fevers more often. There is still swelling and redness and pain in my feet and lower legs and just overall feeling bad. This is the second round of antibiotics. It doesn't seem to be getting better. Maybe this antibiotic isn't strong enough. I don't know.How do you feel about trying Thieves essential oil? It could be made into a lotion and put on your feet and legs as well a breathed in....just a thought.
I'm not really scared but I am concerned. Because this can go into the lymph nodes and bloodstream and if it does it can be life threatening. I have full faith and trust in the LORD and I know that my life is in His hands and He will take me when He is ready to do that. So I'm not worried about that. I haven't felt this bad since I had cancer so that is a little hard to take but I can do it.
Is that for pain? I'll call the health food store and ask about that.I see from my last post that this has been going on for about a month. I'm having fevers more often. There is still swelling and redness and pain in my feet and lower legs and just overall feeling bad. This is the second round of antibiotics. It doesn't seem to be getting better. Maybe this antibiotic isn't strong enough. I don't know.How do you feel about trying Thieves essential oil? It could be made into a lotion and put on your feet and legs as well a breathed in....just a thought.
I'm not really scared but I am concerned. Because this can go into the lymph nodes and bloodstream and if it does it can be life threatening. I have full faith and trust in the LORD and I know that my life is in His hands and He will take me when He is ready to do that. So I'm not worried about that. I haven't felt this bad since I had cancer so that is a little hard to take but I can do it.
Thieves oil is for infections. The story goes that during the plague, there was a group of thieves (four) that would steal from the dead bodies but never got sick. When they were captured, they were given their freedom in exchange for their secret to not getting sick. The secret was a blend of essential oils that combats, bacteria, virus, fungus, etc.Is that for pain? I'll call the health food store and ask about that.I see from my last post that this has been going on for about a month. I'm having fevers more often. There is still swelling and redness and pain in my feet and lower legs and just overall feeling bad. This is the second round of antibiotics. It doesn't seem to be getting better. Maybe this antibiotic isn't strong enough. I don't know.How do you feel about trying Thieves essential oil? It could be made into a lotion and put on your feet and legs as well a breathed in....just a thought.
I'm not really scared but I am concerned. Because this can go into the lymph nodes and bloodstream and if it does it can be life threatening. I have full faith and trust in the LORD and I know that my life is in His hands and He will take me when He is ready to do that. So I'm not worried about that. I haven't felt this bad since I had cancer so that is a little hard to take but I can do it.
How are you doing? Are you feeling better?
Thieves oil is for infections. The story goes that during the plague, there was a group of thieves (four) that would steal from the dead bodies but never got sick. When they were captured, they were given their freedom in exchange for their secret to not getting sick. The secret was a blend of essential oils that combats, bacteria, virus, fungus, etc.I appreciate the suggestion and I called the health food store but they aren't open right now because of the pandemic. I left a message and hopefully they will call back soon.
If you want something for pain, try wild lettuce. It is said to have the strength of opiates without any side effects, it is something i take everyday.Where do you find wild lettuce?
I'm better. The last major hit I took to my health set me back 7 years and I am still trying to get back to that point so we can move forward. So better but not good. Thanks for asking.Well I'm glad you're better even though you said not good. I've been thinking of you.
@truthjourney I pray that you find the right combination of treatments/medication and that you stay strong as we know you you are. Stay positive and keep praying.Thank you PJ, I appreciate that so much.
@truthjourney I pray that you find the right combination of treatments/medication and that you stay strong as we know you you are. Stay positive and keep praying.Thank you PJ, I appreciate that so much.
I hope that the right treatment will be given soon. I am staying positive and upbeat. I beat cancer so I should be able to beat this too.
I get most of my supplements from online, Piping Rock, Life Extension is also a good online place. Amazon has organic wild lettuce tincture available from Hawaii which I have used in the past.Quote from: Lori Bolinger link=topic=13.msg34923#msg34923
[/quoteThieves oil is for infections. The story goes that during the plague, there was a group of thieves (four) that would steal from the dead bodies but never got sick. When they were captured, they were given their freedom in exchange for their secret to not getting sick. The secret was a blend of essential oils that combats, bacteria, virus, fungus, etc.I appreciate the suggestion and I called the health food store but they aren't open right now because of the pandemic. I left a message and hopefully they will call back soon.QuoteIf you want something for pain, try wild lettuce. It is said to have the strength of opiates without any side effects, it is something i take everyday.Where do you find wild lettuce?QuoteI'm better. The last major hit I took to my health set me back 7 years and I am still trying to get back to that point so we can move forward. So better but not good. Thanks for asking.Well I'm glad you're better even though you said not good. I've been thinking of you.
thanks blade. they don't answer the phone at his office so I've been calling and emailing him. I sent him an email today saying that this infection isn't getting much better and that maybe I need an antibiotic with a broader reach, thanks to your suggestion.@truthjourney I pray that you find the right combination of treatments/medication and that you stay strong as we know you you are. Stay positive and keep praying.Thank you PJ, I appreciate that so much.
I hope that the right treatment will be given soon. I am staying positive and upbeat. I beat cancer so I should be able to beat this too.
do pray you get things worked out soon.
Blade
I get most of my supplements from online, Piping Rock, Life Extension is also a good online place. Amazon has organic wild lettuce tincture available from Hawaii which I have used in the past.Ok thanks. I'll look into that when I have extra money.
Praying for everyone wishing things go back to the way they were hope things get better for each and everyone of you wishing more coming at you all..Thank you hon, you are so sweet. 💑💜💖
My doctor has put me on another antibiotic, not the same one I was taking.I'm praying for you dear TJ.
My son was visiting yesterday and he didn't like the way my feet and legs looked. I didn't know till afterwards but he somehow got in touch with my doctor and today a new antibiotic was delivered. I'll see how it goes and if it doesn't heal soon, I'm going to urgent care where bloodwork can be done. I should have already done that. I've put it off too long. Although I see improvement but after two rounds of antibiotic, I would expect to see a whole lot more improvement.
Thank you PJ. I'm really getting tired of this infection.My doctor has put me on another antibiotic, not the same one I was taking.I'm praying for you dear TJ.
My son was visiting yesterday and he didn't like the way my feet and legs looked. I didn't know till afterwards but he somehow got in touch with my doctor and today a new antibiotic was delivered. I'll see how it goes and if it doesn't heal soon, I'm going to urgent care where bloodwork can be done. I should have already done that. I've put it off too long. Although I see improvement but after two rounds of antibiotic, I would expect to see a whole lot more improvement.
Well, I guess I was wrong about the fevers having stopped. I had fever yesterday and today. I'm not sure why exactly. The fevers had stopped when I was taking Keflex. But when my doctor changed the antibiotic that I'm taking now, the fevers have come back.continued prayers
continued prayersI appreciate the prayers, Lori. Thank you. I know you have your own health problems.
Dear truthj,Hello Michael brother, I miss you. First, I'm praying for you with all of my heart, that you recover and walk again. I pray also for your pain and your breathing. Michael yes, I know you spend a lot of money helping me and supporting this forum. I love you and appreciate your donations very much, I depend on them.
You are also in my prayers, now. My nephew got a blood infection and his foot became black and leathery.
I've been gone for a while now because I fell and broke my hip. I had to get a hip replacement and was in the hospital for two weeks. I've only been on my computer tonight and I had to get help to be able to be on it. I still cannot get around on my feet and can't even get to the bathroom without assistance. I've been bedridden for two weeks since I've been home.
I should feel better in about two more weeks. I have to get more practice being on my feet and also walking. Right now, I am in a wheelchair. I also have a walker and crutches. My arms are not strong enough to use the crutches, though. It will all be okay soon because I trust that God has my best interests in His heart. Now, I know what it's like to not be able to walk or even stand. It really sucks, but the pain was and is the worse part. I'm taking a few different pain meds which help a good amount.
I surely need more time in my life to get much more done. Can't do my chores now, so perhaps I'll have more time on my hands to get to post here on the Forum. I've spent an awful lot of money on this site. God & Jesus be with each of you here for always and forever!
Michael
Dear truthj,Thanks for the update...praying.
You are also in my prayers, now. My nephew got a blood infection and his foot became black and leathery.
I've been gone for a while now because I fell and broke my hip. I had to get a hip replacement and was in the hospital for two weeks. I've only been on my computer tonight and I had to get help to be able to be on it. I still cannot get around on my feet and can't even get to the bathroom without assistance. I've been bedridden for two weeks since I've been home.
I should feel better in about two more weeks. I have to get more practice being on my feet and also walking. Right now, I am in a wheelchair. I also have a walker and crutches. My arms are not strong enough to use the crutches, though. It will all be okay soon because I trust that God has my best interests in His heart. Now, I know what it's like to not be able to walk or even stand. It really sucks, but the pain was and is the worse part. I'm taking a few different pain meds which help a good amount.
I surely need more time in my life to get much more done. Can't do my chores now, so perhaps I'll have more time on my hands to get to post here on the Forum. I've spent an awful lot of money on this site. God & Jesus be with each of you here for always and forever!
Michael
Dear truthj,Thank you for the prayers.
You are also in my prayers, now. My nephew got a blood infection and his foot became black and leathery.
I've been gone for a while now because I fell and broke my hip. I had to get a hip replacement and was in the hospital for two weeks. I've only been on my computer tonight and I had to get help to be able to be on it. I still cannot get around on my feet and can't even get to the bathroom without assistance. I've been bedridden for two weeks since I've been home.My husband had an accident on his job and broke his hip and had to have hip replacement so I understand what you're going through. He had to use a wheelchair for awhile then a cane and eventually was able to walk again and had to wear a special shoe with a lift. The operation seemed to make one leg shorter than the other so he needed a special shoe to help his balance.
I should feel better in about two more weeks. I have to get more practice being on my feet and also walking. Right now, I am in a wheelchair. I also have a walker and crutches. My arms are not strong enough to use the crutches, though. It will all be okay soon because I trust that God has my best interests in His heart. Now, I know what it's like to not be able to walk or even stand. It really sucks, but the pain was and is the worse part. I'm taking a few different pain meds which help a good amount.
I surely need more time in my life to get much more done. Can't do my chores now, so perhaps I'll have more time on my hands to get to post here on the Forum. I've spent an awful lot of money on this site. God & Jesus be with each of you here for always and forever!
Michael
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Dear truthj,Thanks for the update...praying.
You are also in my prayers, now. My nephew got a blood infection and his foot became black and leathery.
I've been gone for a while now because I fell and broke my hip. I had to get a hip replacement and was in the hospital for two weeks. I've only been on my computer tonight and I had to get help to be able to be on it. I still cannot get around on my feet and can't even get to the bathroom without assistance. I've been bedridden for two weeks since I've been home.
I should feel better in about two more weeks. I have to get more practice being on my feet and also walking. Right now, I am in a wheelchair. I also have a walker and crutches. My arms are not strong enough to use the crutches, though. It will all be okay soon because I trust that God has my best interests in His heart. Now, I know what it's like to not be able to walk or even stand. It really sucks, but the pain was and is the worse part. I'm taking a few different pain meds which help a good amount.
I surely need more time in my life to get much more done. Can't do my chores now, so perhaps I'll have more time on my hands to get to post here on the Forum. I've spent an awful lot of money on this site. God & Jesus be with each of you here for always and forever!
Michael
It was just a shoe with a little added height to it. My husband passed away in 2000.
Dear TruthJ,
I'm sure that your husband had it worse than I did. It sounds horrible to have to get an extension for your foot. I will count my blessings much more than ever now. I hope that doesn't happen to me.
Tell your husband that his story helped me to thank God even more.
[/quote]My husband and I were just talking about how we pray for others but it seems others seldom pray for us....which as you say just means that God takes good care of us but it is also difficult when the enemy attacks your family or you (personally) and you are so busy praying for others that few if any understand the battle you are in.Dear truthj,Thanks for the update...praying.
You are also in my prayers, now. My nephew got a blood infection and his foot became black and leathery.
I've been gone for a while now because I fell and broke my hip. I had to get a hip replacement and was in the hospital for two weeks. I've only been on my computer tonight and I had to get help to be able to be on it. I still cannot get around on my feet and can't even get to the bathroom without assistance. I've been bedridden for two weeks since I've been home.
I should feel better in about two more weeks. I have to get more practice being on my feet and also walking. Right now, I am in a wheelchair. I also have a walker and crutches. My arms are not strong enough to use the crutches, though. It will all be okay soon because I trust that God has my best interests in His heart. Now, I know what it's like to not be able to walk or even stand. It really sucks, but the pain was and is the worse part. I'm taking a few different pain meds which help a good amount.
I surely need more time in my life to get much more done. Can't do my chores now, so perhaps I'll have more time on my hands to get to post here on the Forum. I've spent an awful lot of money on this site. God & Jesus be with each of you here for always and forever!
Michael
Dear Lori,
I'm still learning here. I will try to indicate a close thread notation when I post again. I do appreciate your prayers for me. It doesn't usually happen that I get them because I rarely need them. The Lord takes such good care of me already, so that I can only ask Him to make the tribulation and testing be short-lived and merciful, is all. My prayers for you are to be full of immense joy in realizing that He is really, actually going to be returning in our lifetime! Which other generation can say that and mean it?!
Much Love, From The Lord,
Michael
Dear truthj,Hello Michael brother, I miss you. First, I'm praying for you with all of my heart, that you recover and walk again. I pray also for your pain and your breathing. Michael yes, I know you spend a lot of money helping me and supporting this forum. I love you and appreciate your donations very much, depend on them.
You are also in my prayers, now. My nephew got a blood infection and his foot became black and leathery.
I've been gone for a while now because I fell and broke my hip. I had to get a hip replacement and was in the hospital for two weeks. I've only been on my computer tonight and I had to get help to be able to be on it. I still cannot get around on my feet and can't even get to the bathroom without assistance. I've been bedridden for two weeks since I've been home.
I should feel better in about two more weeks. I have to get more practice being on my feet and also walking. Right now, I am in a wheelchair. I also have a walker and crutches. My arms are not strong enough to use the crutches, though. It will all be okay soon because I trust that God has my best interests in His heart. Now, I know what it's like to not be able to walk or even stand. It really sucks, but the pain was and is the worse part. I'm taking a few different pain meds which help a good amount.
I surely need more time in my life to get much more done. Can't do my chores now, so perhaps I'll have more time on my hands to get to post here on the Forum. I've spent an awful lot of money on this site. God & Jesus be with each of you here for always and forever!
Michael
Michael I started a new forum, brand new and top notch. Come and see - https://whitehorseforums.com/
You are welcome there and you will be loved. This forum will keep going until I die brother and the new forum is very nice but costs more. I don't need more money from you as you give plenty already and consider yourself a supporter of my new forum as well. I hope to see you soon and I will call you when I get my phone on again.
Love Mark
What is going on? I can't get cash back from a store anymore the way I used to. Then I go into a convenience store and they tell me I have to have exact change because they can't give me change back. A change shortage. A cashier told me that the bank said they couldn't give her store a certain amount of money because they didn't have it. I forget how much it was exactly but it wasn't a lot. A bank doesn't have money? Where is all the money going to? I don't believe that banks don't have money. There's something else going on. They don't want us to use money anymore. It's being phased out. They want a cashless society.If reminds me of Matthew 24:38-39
And why are so many store shelves practically empty. Products not being delivered to stores. Why? Less people working? I don't think that's the real reason.
It's just crazy. But I'm seeing a lot of craziness happening now. Things I thought I would never see in my lifetime. My heart goes out especially to the children because this is the world that they will have to grow up in and being taught things that children shouldn't be taught in the education system. And just when I think it couldn't get worse in the education system, it gets worse. Worse than I could imagine. The education system specializes in Politics 101.
I remember back in the nineties, people were talking about what we're seeing happening now with money and they were called conspiracy theorists.
Very true.What is going on? I can't get cash back from a store anymore the way I used to. Then I go into a convenience store and they tell me I have to have exact change because they can't give me change back. A change shortage. A cashier told me that the bank said they couldn't give her store a certain amount of money because they didn't have it. I forget how much it was exactly but it wasn't a lot. A bank doesn't have money? Where is all the money going to? I don't believe that banks don't have money. There's something else going on. They don't want us to use money anymore. It's being phased out. They want a cashless society.If reminds me of Matthew 24:38-39
And why are so many store shelves practically empty. Products not being delivered to stores. Why? Less people working? I don't think that's the real reason.
It's just crazy. But I'm seeing a lot of craziness happening now. Things I thought I would never see in my lifetime. My heart goes out especially to the children because this is the world that they will have to grow up in and being taught things that children shouldn't be taught in the education system. And just when I think it couldn't get worse in the education system, it gets worse. Worse than I could imagine. The education system specializes in Politics 101.
I remember back in the nineties, people were talking about what we're seeing happening now with money and they were called conspiracy theorists.
Trying to communicate with some people can feel really draining. That's the way it makes me feel anyway. But I keep trying.introvert...I know them well, I am one of them and have a family of them
Yeah, I guess I am an introvert.Trying to communicate with some people can feel really draining. That's the way it makes me feel anyway. But I keep trying.introvert...I know them well, I am one of them and have a family of them
Isn't the news so great these days. ::) They're continuing their race baiting agenda. I guess they don't think people are divided enough yet. They also push hate and violence. They incite people. They have succeeded in putting targets on people backs and convincing so many people that all white people are racist. I am so sick and tired of mainstream media. They thoroughly disgust me.
It took me awhile to recognize, admit and accept that I have severe PTSD. I've already talked about the reasons. So I'm unable to sleep many nights due to nightmares which I can't control. During the day I have flashbacks and images of horrific experiences. There are ways that I try to deal with that, but again it's something I can't control as far as stopping it from happening. Sometimes there are triggers that bring things to mind and/or cause a reaction. It could be something someone says to me, something I hear, something I see happening. Even aspects of religious beliefs can be triggering because of church abuse. I'm being honest and open about this. But many of the things I post reflect the things that have importance to me that I try to make others aware of that doesn't seem to be talked about by the Christian community but it should be because it is affecting so many people including Christians and especially children. I'm very concerned about the well being of children and the way they are being indoctrinated and even mind controlled which I know how that works all too well. And it even happens in some Christians churches by evil people who have infiltrated those churches.I have PTSD from childhood when I heard the cussing, screaming and yelling and the sounds of my dad beating my mom. I was helpless and scared and loud talking, yelling and cussing make me cringe and shut down or I go the other way and start yelling back.
Anyway, my family doctor knows that I have PTSD. Therapy has never helped me because most therapists have no knowledge about what I'm saying and basically dismiss it. Even Christian ministers I've talked to dismiss it as if what I'm saying can't or isn't happening. But it has/is happening on a major scale. Now more than ever. I hope one day that Christians will take it seriously or at least be willing to talk about it. I speak out on many platforms. There are some people who are aware enough to know the truth about these things. So that is encouraging to me and gives me hope that the more people who know about it and know it's true will make a difference in the lives of people and children who may not have the courage to speak out but will get some feeling of comfort and understanding if they see and hear other people taking it seriously. This has been covered up and kept quiet for way too long.
When I was younger, I believed that I was safe in a Christian church but as it turned out, that was where I experienced the worst kind of evil. Not that it only happened in Christian churches.
The things that I'm seeing happening now out in the open and being accepted and pushed so hard, were once done in secret in secret places out of public view. The violence, the lawlessness, the lack of love, mercy and compassion, the blurring of lines, God's order of things being turned upside down, the abortions especially live ones, no boundaries, a free for all, hatred, division, chaos, confusion, destruction, evil, hatred of God....etc. And all these things I'm seeing is extremely triggering to me.
Let's chat. Truthjourney do you still read this thread? Just thinking today and bored of this place and my computer. I actually don't have a problem staying off of my phone but if my computer is on I just try to get caught up on things on all the forums so I don't have to do anything.It's been hard for me to keep up lately on more than one forum. My doctor put me on blood pressure medicine and this is the first time I've been on that med. My blood pressure has been really high lately which is unusual for me.
I guess I decided long ago that getting everything done and then relaxing felt good so I go to the extreme and try to always have nothing to do. That's the time that I think about life, death, God, Jesus, heaven, eternity, salvation etc.It feels good to be retired. I started working when I was about 4 or 5 years old picking cotton. After my husband became disabled, I had to work full time for many years. Then after he passed, I had to really work hard to pay bills, rent etc.
I don't love the world or money but I feel a deep sadness for how we are all living under many deceptions and false information. So many of us live and work to pay bills and raise families with little to no time for thinking about God. 50 years go by and then it's too late to start questioning everything.I've never been materialistic and I'm very low maintenance. I cut my own hair. Never had a manicure. Always bought second hand clothes and furniture. I always bought my kids school clothes at thrift stores. They weren't too happy about that. :D
.I had a lot of that too. In fact there were several unborn children when my mother was pregnant who were stillborn because of the beatings from my stepfather. My stepfather was a real piece of work.
I have PTSD from childhood when I heard the cussing, screaming and yelling and the sounds of my dad beating my mom. I was helpless and scared and loud talking, yelling and cussing make me cringe and shut down or I go the other way and start yelling back.
Thankfully, I was never abused sexually but then I was abused by kids in the neighborhood. I fought back and won my fights earning a reputation as being tough that lasted until high school. I never fought in high school, just didn't have to but I started skipping school a lot.Bullying. Some of my classmates would tell me that my mother and father must not love me because I was in foster care. That was hard but I survived it. There were a few times in high school that I had to physically defend myself. I mean being in foster care, you have to learn to defend yourself or you'll get beaten down by so many people.
I was never involved too deeply in a church etc. and I was not sexually active until age 24 because I was too busy getting high. [/size]I was forced to go to whatever church my foster parents went to and unfortunately those were satanic cult churches. It was all set up that way by the system from the top to the bottom. That's just the way it was.