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Quote from: truthjourney on April 20, 2020, 12:28:44 pm

Oh but I do. I keep up with this kind of thing. I won't rest till I feel like these evil people have been exposed enough for all they've done to me and so many others. So feel free to post as many of these videos as you can find. Keep them coming. I can handle it. Let the exposure explode to reach more and more people to make them more aware. Then maybe these evil people won't have as many places left to hide.

If I remember correctly this, your post was substantially changed, since the first time I read it (more than a simple correction of typo). Or maybe I missed this post completely because I thought it was your earlier post?

Yes, I added some things to try to clarify and give more information in an attempt to explain things in more detail.

Here's some more information that is quite horrible. I've just heard of somebody posting on Davidicke.com and Ronpaulforums.com that I've exchanged ideas with, that his son died under "suspicious circumstances".
I'm not sure if I can "handle it" myself!

I'll try to explain what I meant by "I can handle it". You know, we don't choose our parents and all that comes with that. Then if we're thrown to the wolves, as was the case when I was in foster care, I wasn't given a choice about where the state put me. I had no say so and my feelings weren't taken into account. It didn't matter if I tried to report abuse and why total strangers were given permission to come take me anytime they wanted to and do whatever they wanted to do to me. How they moved me around from one foster home to another for ten years. I had to obey adults because they were the authority. I had to go to whatever church my foster parents to. I had to comply when total strangers were able to come and take me anytime they wanted to from foster homes and the foster parents allowed that. The social workers allowed it. The judge allowed it. The state allowed it and didn't do anything to stop it. That's why I say that the system is corrupt and it hasn't improved over the years. It's only gotten worse. And not just me, but my two sisters and brother. But I was the youngest so I was in foster care the longest.

So when I turned 18, I was forced out into the world, totally unprepared. I also had to deal with the effects of the abuse not only in foster care by foster parents, but also these other people who had complete access to me and the major trauma they inflicted on me by using different methods. But I didn't have a choice, I had to handle it the best way I could. And the same is true now because it didn't stop after leaving foster care. It continued. These people didn't stop coming after me just because I was an adult. They are relentless. So all I can do is handle it the best way I can. I do all I can to protect myself and my family. I'm older so I know more than I did when I was a child. I'm not a helpless and defenseless child anymore and I know their methods. I know how to be on guard and what steps to take to protect myself. The main thing that gives me strength and courage is my faith and trust in God and prayers for protection. I don't blame God for what's happened to me. He's not responsible for what those people did. They are. I mention that because they tried to destroy my faith in God.

I have no choice but to "handle it". I won't give up and I won't surrender. Not ever.